Worst experience ever

Let me start by first saying, NEVER candyflip alone. I made this mistake yesterday and went to the darkest place you could ever imagine. I damn near lost my mind, no joke. I became disconnected with everything, I honestly didn't even know who I was, everything was fake and had no meaning, I couldn't control my emotions, I would be fine for a minute or so, then I'd just break down out of nowhere and start crying HARD, then I would be ok again. I tried to lay down and get some sleep because I was only running on 2 hrs of sleep, boy was that a mistake, I wasn't exactly sleeping, I was laying there with thoughts racing thru my mind, and my thoughts would link together and make me jolt and wake up instantly, sounds crazy but it's true lol. I got up and went to the park and walked probably 2 or 3 miles, It was the only thing that was keeping me sane. It's like I was stuck in a dream state and couldn't snap out of it. I just wanted to be myself and have my own true emotions again. I stopped at a picnic table and put my head down for a while and finally I looked up and right where my head was laying someone had written their name in big bold letters, ELLIS D... what a weird coincidence lol. All in all, I'll never ever do that again, I came home, flushed the rest of what I had and threw away my gloves. I now know the true meaning of a "bad trip" It made me realize how much I love Mary, and how she never took me to a dark place like that.

bummer....... I always used those experiences to better myself. A powerful psychedelic experience can be quite emotional, don't take it the wrong way but it sounds beautiful! Hopefully someday you want to try again.

Yeah, I've had a couple on straight acid back in the day, but mostly Acid was some of the most fun I'd ever had. Only had problems when toking green after dropping sid. If I was smoking before I dosed, and during I was good. If I didn't smoke at all, I was great. If I dosed with a clear head, and waited until I was peaking to blow a joint it was like meeting the devil face to face within like 10 seconds and lasted the rest of the trip.
So yeah, there is definitely something to say for not mixing LSD with Weed. I love both, but together they are just hell.

^^I disagree weed is a person to person type of intoxicator and if you generally one can smoke a 8th of weed after eating 3 grams of mush & be totally ok with the effects, where as anouther may have takin the same same amount but only smoked a .5 of weed and could totally lose it an start freaking out. OP do you think your bad trip may have been caused by being alone? Do you think the experience would have been different if you were around close friends maby a few tripping partners?

I've found many of my most meaningful experiences have been solo experiences. And I've never had a problem with smoking while tripping.
If you're worried about a bad experience having something on hand to abort the experience can be extremely helpful. Antipsychotics will pretty much all do the trick.

OD'ing .......

MrEDuck said:

I've found many of my most meaningful experiences have been solo experiences. And I've never had a problem with smoking while tripping.
If you're worried about a bad experience having something on hand to abort the experience can be extremely helpful. Antipsychotics will pretty much all do the trick.

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I never really thought about that before but I can see how they would. Thanks for that bit of info.

Wat is candyflip? I fell down a weel one time and got stuck sidways for most of the day until i got out.

worst acid trip I went on I proposed to my first wife. the proposal was dumb the part where she said yes made it the worst.

bushwickbill said:

I never really thought about that before but I can see how they would. Thanks for that bit of info.

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Remember in Fear and Loathing when the attorney has eaten all the acid and Hunter is all "did you eat all this acid?! did you eat all this acid?! You'd better pray god there's some Thorazine in that bag!" because it's an antipsychotic and will counteract the action of hallucinogenic drugs. The 2nd generation (atypical) antipsychotics are even better as they act as 5HT2A antagonists, directly countering the action of almost all psychedelic drugs (some also partially exert effects through inhibition of monoamine oxidase, like aMT). LSD and some other psychedelic drugs are used in animal models to help simulate conditions such as schizophrenia.

CC candyflipping is taking LSD and MDMA together.

Lol, you flushed your shit.... that sucks. I love tripping alone.

Yeah I think being alone might have been a very small part of it but even if I was with people it wouldn't have stopped the disconnected feeling I had. Its very hard to describe. Also I think the acid overtook my roll. I'd rather just roll, but for now, I'm done lol, and that's saying a lot cuz I'm one of the biggest mdma fans alive.

It's probably because you were running on 2 hours of sleep, the only time i ALMOST freaked out, I was in a new place and very sleep deprived. Makes it a lot harder to have any control on your thoughts.

Skuba I think you're right. I only had two hrs of sleep and had worked 8 hrs that day. I jumped the gun, I should've waited for a better time. Thanks everyone for your input. I truly lost my mind that day.

Losing my grandad at the age of 77. I don't care that we didn't talk much or anything, he was a good guy, rebuilt a church, grew a little tobacco, had a son to put up for adoption. I still got tapes of me questioning him about stuff for school projects. Had a death in the family just this week, didn't go to the funeral today. He was a little slow coming from the south, drawering voice kinda...Although, his wife my grandmother didn't really approve of my dad marrying my mom.

Losing a fight against two pigs, didn't even get thrown in prison with my fellows. I was so desperate once I was asking a local police for my medical marijuana.......They threw me in some fort and I was so weak after going there i was lodging and had to grab it. fuckin sux, leaving a dent on my forehead after getting totally wasted on 80 proof vodka and wielding off my guitar.

^^ok... sorry bout yur gramps my grandpa is 75 with azltimer ( Idk how to spell it) and blatter cancer he probably doesnt have much time left with use.. hes been chain smoking ciggs since he was 13 or 14 ( it's hard to get a straight answer).

Don't just give up on Psychedelics just because of a bad trip. Believe it or not they actually make us stronger

Trippy Mayne said:

Don't just give up on Psychedelics just because of a bad trip. Believe it or not they actually make us stronger

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If you got the message to stop, then stop, I assure you that if you got that message and you continue you will very likely experience what hell is like. Always remember that wonderful joyous, rapture that you get from LSD can be turned around and it can be horrible beyond measure.

A truely bad experience rarely makes one stronger and for some it can take weeks, months or years to recover.

God, I smoked to try to get the pain from a tooth infection to go away the other night and it made me focus more on the pain. I nearly vomitted -.-

Alembic said:

God, I smoked to try to get the pain from a tooth infection to go away the other night and it made me focus more on the pain. I nearly vomitted -.-

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That is why I could never figure out why people used pot for pain - it always seems to have me focus on it and makes it far more intense.