I've never had huge bad experiences with any drug....but! Mixing diazepam (valium) and alcohol causes COMPLETE blackouts for me.
This is gonna sound like a good experience with a drug rather than a bad, but you'll realize how bad it potentially could have been!!!
After a few shots of hard alcohol and two diazepam (valium) at a party, I woke up naked in my boyfriend's best friend's bed with him- we clearly had sex, and a lot of it-- my clothes were all over his house. Couldn't really do the quiet sneaking out when looking for your clothes- literally one item per room. Haha. It could have been worse- it having been someone i didn't know, of course, especially if they snuck away before i woke up! I'd have been scared to death!!
Didn't think i'd ever do it agajn, but there was this mysterious excutenent to it This time we were drinking innocently at a party and he innocentally asked me if i wanted some valium...duh
The last thing i remember was playing pool with a room full of people (God only knows how that night went from there to waking up in his arms. We must have started something before they all left!)
And yes, this happened several more times- i got addicted to my bf's best bud and our total blackouts!! Plus, being a young 'cougar' - he was twekve years younger than me was really sexy! (even if i didn't remember anything!!)
The last time, i had slight memories -- and i was so embarrassed i couldn't ever do it again. He had family visiting from out of town and i guess i got kinda loud. I remember it kike a dream i can't grasp, just clip-its...... There was a bang on the door that i was waking the house!!! I remember him flipping me over and squishing my face into a pillow to shut me up, but they kept banging on the door screaming about how rude we were. Then the valium amnesia kicked in until morning.
It was fun while it lasted.... My bf moved in with me a couple weeks later, maybe to keep tabs in me.
Just had to share
alcohol + valium is a really cool experience....total amnesia but feeling like you had an amazing night - and if you remember anything at all (which only happened once for me) was like slow motion dreaminess. Doesn't even take a lot of diazepam (valium) - like two 10ng bars and a few shots of anything hard.
But TOTALLY don't take this as advice unless you both know what you!re in for... Otherwise it kinda would be like roofie rape. Ya know?
SO......
Just sharing my awesome experiences-- though, it should be considered my worst drug experience because it is actually quite scary (and humiliating) to have zero memory of something so huge!!