Dude, no hate here... it seemed real, and I dont think of you to be less of a man/person because you're going through something. We've all been through shit. Handle it like a G! suck it up and move forward. one foot in front of the other. Just keep on keep in on
since this is a pot-growing forum I thought i'd share a particular favorite analogy of mine...
take two plants, clones from the same donor mother.
one of the plants is growing under plenty of light, but with no wind, no stress, no nothing to "toughen" it.
then one day it gets it's first mediocre wind, and the plant falls flat on it's face, shrivels up, and dies.
Why?
because it never faced adversity, never had to WORK to improve or overcome something..
the other plant gets it's ass beaten daily, wind blowing it around like mad, that stem and stalk of that plant are used to the abuse, and are used to having to overcome adversity, because it happens daily...
so when that mediocre wind blows and kills off the other plant?
the abused plant is laughing at the wind, ready and prepared for MUCH worse...
the saying goes
"whatever doesn't kill you, builds character "
bones that break?
Heal back stronger..
time will cure all.
Even the loss of loved ones