Yesterday was the first day I did not smoke pot in like 4 months. I had a shitty day at work and came home to more shit with my wife. We are both unhappy but too in love to end it.
I just hit the very last little bits of green dust I had left and everything just falls into place. I know I love her but I also know that neither of us are ever going to be happy this way. I am also at peace with the fact that, yes, it is going to end. There will be no kids, no dream house we always used to talk about, no country club. None of that shit.
After the first hit I can be at peace with that fact. It still hurts but I understand it and it makes me happy knowing that we won't end up some old, miserable married people who take it out on their kids.
Well, I got to get back to what I was doing, but I just thought I would share that little thought with you.
I just hit the very last little bits of green dust I had left and everything just falls into place. I know I love her but I also know that neither of us are ever going to be happy this way. I am also at peace with the fact that, yes, it is going to end. There will be no kids, no dream house we always used to talk about, no country club. None of that shit.
After the first hit I can be at peace with that fact. It still hurts but I understand it and it makes me happy knowing that we won't end up some old, miserable married people who take it out on their kids.
Well, I got to get back to what I was doing, but I just thought I would share that little thought with you.