I fight to keep a script of 60mg a month, I needed an upgrade (colon pain out the ass so to speak, xans work well) and my doctor wasn't "confident" enough to upgrade my script . went to a shrink on his referral and got kicked the fuck out of the building, I have a appt with my regular doctor on the 15th and we WILL come to an understanding.
The way I got the script (3+ years ago)was I told my doctor I had found something online that worked for me. Told him there was an "online office call" with a doctor. They then send the xans (at street price). he says "hmmm, sounds like some illegal drug operation to me" , I'm like "really?" . so then he was called away about something, came back and told me yes he does prescribe xans at times, what do I want to do? he wanted to put me on lexapro and I had no interest so I told him straight up if he didn't write me the script I know where I can get them. he wrote me a weak 45mg a month, later I got him to up it to 60mg, so far that treats about half my problem . The one thing I've found with taking xans medicinally is it sure fucks up any recreational use after tolerance is built since it takes a 6mg dose just to get a buzz.