what should i do

justugh

justugh

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hey those that know me in a pickle and all options on the table

here is the short version if u want more ask (at this point i have nothing to lose)

1 i am about out of cash
2 the venture here in oregon is paying so low can not live off it (with contacts i have)
3 personal point i am seeing less and less reason to not kill brother and self .....or going plan b taken out all assholes i see

i honestly can not take much more i have already looked up places to check myself into and shoot 10k volts tho my brain

if i was normal enough i would work in a shop but i am not a sales man .......i geek out on the numbers and how it was made hell i can do anything u want to the plant oils editable flower

really just do not know if i still had a place in Maryland i would of moved back there a year ago ....but i am fucking 38 and 25 years is basically rest of life if caught (they have no market or system there for little guy to go legal )

i have about 110k coming to me once the older brother and courts finishing going around but that is it i have nothing to set up here with i have maybe one more chance then option B will be the only choice left beside 10k volts to the brain and drooling from over medication until the pills do my liver and kidney in and i die 10-20 years


so need some idea hope something

for those that do not know me .........not trolling not being funny ......fucked here with no family to ask advice so forced to use random ppl
 
justugh

justugh

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tyler.durden said:
That all sux, bro. Get some help, but if that fails don't hurt anyone but yourself. You have the right to check out, but not the right to hurt others...
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older brother gave me the right when he broke the family
he is top asshole on the list replacing denny that held it for 24 year

thanks for not be a dick
 
justugh

justugh

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going to the bar maybe a few store drinks and game of golf will trigger something in my head
(no worries wade is more then 2740 miles away from me i could of only got farther away if i was AK or HI or Puerto rico )
 
justugh

justugh

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charface said:
Your 38,
.

What did life look like 10 years ago to you.

I predict 10 yrs from now this will all be an almost funny distant memory.

You know what they say.
Don't quit 5 minutes before the miracle.
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thanks
but most of my luck is going to i do not need a shit bag attached to me (Diverticulitis) they want to cut me
 
ANC

ANC

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justugh said:
hey those that know me in a pickle and all options on the table

here is the short version if u want more ask (at this point i have nothing to lose)

1 i am about out of cash
2 the venture here in oregon is paying so low can not live off it (with contacts i have)
3 personal point i am seeing less and less reason to not kill brother and self .....or going plan b taken out all assholes i see

i honestly can not take much more i have already looked up places to check myself into and shoot 10k volts tho my brain

if i was normal enough i would work in a shop but i am not a sales man .......i geek out on the numbers and how it was made hell i can do anything u want to the plant oils editable flower

really just do not know if i still had a place in Maryland i would of moved back there a year ago ....but i am fucking 38 and 25 years is basically rest of life if caught (they have no market or system there for little guy to go legal )

i have about 110k coming to me once the older brother and courts finishing going around but that is it i have nothing to set up here with i have maybe one more chance then option B will be the only choice left beside 10k volts to the brain and drooling from over medication until the pills do my liver and kidney in and i die 10-20 years


so need some idea hope something

for those that do not know me .........not trolling not being funny ......fucked here with no family to ask advice so forced to use random ppl
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Plan a new start somewhere that allows you to do what you want to. Even if it is small, it is probably better than the deal you have now.
 
ChingOwn

ChingOwn

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justugh said:
other words go get shity and forget about the world for few hours
tomarrows hang over might give u a idea
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No no no. Get involved with a patron go on some wild ass drunken amphetamine fueled cock eyed ass bitch adventure with a stranger for a few days then come back to your own life and it wont seem that bad at all. When you feel that sting that tells you, you should be paying attention to your own problems. Fuck that, just keep going down the rabbit hole till the journey is over then come back.
 
justugh

justugh

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tyler.durden said:
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at least the nurses where something to look at

even sawl doctors kick ppl out of the hospital for trying to score drugs
ANC said:
Plan a new start somewhere that allows you to do what you want to. Even if it is small, it is probably better than the deal you have now.
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odds are that is what i am going to do becuase it is not working here
just i do not where to go nor do i have any support system to start something new (i tried out here all this time only reason i made this far is i used a old contact to make money but he is out of the game now )

ChingOwn said:
No no no. Get involved with a patron go on some wild ass drunken amphetamine fueled cock eyed ass bitch adventure with a stranger for a few days then come back to your own life and it wont seem that bad at all. When you feel that sting that tells you, you should be paying attention to your own problems. Fuck that, just keep going down the rabbit hole till the journey is over then come back.
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can not afford that last time i did something like that was 2001 when i got out of jail .....long story short i almost ended back in jail thanks to a dumb ass bitch only reason i am not is the cop did not show up to the court case and was dismissed i did 160 miles in 2 hours to make it court when the lawyer called me

pabloesqobar said:
1. What you're describing is simply "life" for many folks. Who don't come on here and whine about it. Many here would trade their problems for yours.
2. You're a know-it-all who won't take anyone's advice here anyways. Just browse your prior posts.
3. For a know-it-all, you post very basic questions about how to handle life's events.
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your a idoit
if u look at the post in the past and the ppl lknow me i take the advice here to heart as i have nothing else to count on
2 years a go i had a father i could ask ?s and bounce ideas off see what is good see what is nutty

and if i was a know it all i be ok i know how to handle this shit but i do not becuase i am fucked in the head bi polar (everything is possible nothing is off limits) do not think like normal ppl do not feel like normal ppl

so u can eat a big fat mule dick (mule becuase it is pointless your just doing for your own fun)

GreatwhiteNorth said:
Some good advice here - my .02 Cents would be to seek help & not to hurt anyone including yourself.
Please?
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help from where who .....alls they do is dope me up on pills i become a zombie from 13 to 17 they had me on so much dope i had to have weekly blood test to make sure my kidney and liver did not fail

if u got as idea of what please share ( i done it all except ECT 10k volt tho the brain to take out depression )
 
justugh

justugh

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curious2garden said:
But she'd be cool with your offing her other son, SRSLY? Sigh..... promises promises
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my family was taught that above all things comes family
as for what wade did he broke the rule he greed for what my dad had

u do not understand i did everything right i talked to him had a plan worked out then all the sudden he wants everything (he tried to trick me to sign rights of executor away36 days after he died 10 days since was in ground ) it end up in a court battle that i won instead of taking control and asking to be the only one i asked the court system to take it out of both our hands as i do not know what do and he was untrustworthy the only reason i knew how to do any of this is dad thought ahead and set it all up alls i had to do was cut 2 checks one for movement one for digging the hole everything else was done and paid for (the man could plan like a mastermind)

and we are still fighting he took pops coins about 20-30k in collections took a year and a private eye to prove he took them then he has a buddy of his write up a coin appraisal for 600 bucks (i have pics of the whole set and well the 1914 penny is 53 bucks alone and that was the one i looked up first pic of the coin book) so that means the estate is in probate for a 3year

he is not blood he is not family he is trash of human kind ....money means more to him then family just enough piece of human shit walking around making other ppls live shitty for they own enrichment

when i need help i needed family i was left out in the cold with no one
 
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