The UK Growers Thread!

sambo020482

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its your choice mate, all i know is that sumtimes you gotta bite the bullet and do shit that you dont want to in order to sort yourself out. i've got an addictions therapist myself, i dont enjoy spilling my soul to him(its fine doing it behind a keyboard in here) but i feel its gonna help me, ive also got a son that that i want to see and enjoy being a dad to, lifes hard but fun, u gotta face hard choices at time. ive had sum real bad experiences in life, my ex was murderd, my step daughter commited suicide and ive buried a child(not alotta fun) but you've gotta get over it and face the future and enjoy what you do have.( sorry for the depression but ...)
no sorrys dura its nice to get abit of the real you for once in a while ive seen it before but it dont often arrise and your right 100% cause if i dont sort it, will only get worse i never really drank proper until i got with the missus but once again thats just an excuse cause i just see it as another buzz and a cheap 1 at that.
 

newworldicon

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its your choice mate, all i know is that sumtimes you gotta bite the bullet and do shit that you dont want to in order to sort yourself out. i've got an addictions therapist myself, i dont enjoy spilling my soul to him(its fine doing it behind a keyboard in here) but i feel its gonna help me, ive also got a son that that i want to see and enjoy being a dad to, lifes hard but fun, u gotta face hard choices at time. ive had sum real bad experiences in life, my ex was murderd, my step daughter commited suicide and ive buried a child(not alotta fun) but you've gotta get over it and face the future and enjoy what you do have.( sorry for the depression but ...)
Boy do i love that avatar!!!!!!!!!!!!! :-)
 

newworldicon

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no sorrys dura its nice to get abit of the real you for once in a while ive seen it before but it dont often arrise and your right 100% cause if i dont sort it, will only get worse i never really drank proper until i got with the missus but once again thats just an excuse cause i just see it as another buzz and a cheap 1 at that.
Sounds like you need to address the deep rooted feelings of resentment towards yourself mate, been there done that. Don't envy you cause the road is long and hard. Good luck you mug. LOL
 

sambo020482

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Sounds like you need to address the deep rooted feelings of resentment towards yourself mate, been there done that. Don't envy you cause the road is long and hard. Good luck you mug. LOL
lolol il let the mug comment slide mr 6wks strain that dont happen lolol

oh wait in need to speak with g13 lmao
 

newworldicon

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no m8 not had that? drunk plenty of bots of that bison tho.
It is 97 percent pure alcohol, not legal here but they are in every back room of every Polish shop. It's fucking evil, pure evil. Take a shot and it closes your throat like you just swigged some petrol. Blows the shit out of you. Crazy but awesome, one shot gets clothes off...
 

dura72

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i dont tend towards being the most open of people in here because there's no real point, the old 'hiding behind the keyboard' number is the usual approach for most but if sum1 is starting to fall to peices then the chances are then i can understand what it feels like. cheesy cliche but 'been there got the t-shirt'.
 

mantiszn

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sambs
if not for yourself.. do it for the little 'un.. she needs a dad...
seen it many times.. replacing one addiction with another.. but one thing with the liquor.. with alcoholism.. there's no such thing as moderation... if someone is an alcoholic the only way out is to stop.. completely..
 

Airwave

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2009: Kenya kicks all white owners off farms.

2011: Kenya in serious need of food aid.

Well, thats odd.
I called that one as soon as they started kicking them off the farms.
They did it to themselves. I'll burn my money before I send them any.
 

sambo020482

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sambs
if not for yourself.. do it for the little 'un.. she needs a dad...
seen it many times.. replacing one addiction with another.. but one thing with the liquor.. with alcoholism.. there's no such thing as moderation... if someone is an alcoholic the only way out is to stop.. completely..
i dont drink in the day or ne of that shite n im more than a dad than many i see trust me on that, i get the post n wont go into a crazy pissed up you calling me out to be a bad dad vibe cause i respect ya and im no ethug (u wont me address just pm) but that post could easy be taken wrongly especially with a pissed mind like mine.
 

mantiszn

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i'm glad you didn't take it the wrong way ;) cos it wasn't meant that way at all..


i dont drink in the day or ne of that shite n im more than a dad than many i see trust me on that, i get the post n wont go into a crazy pissed up you calling me out to be a bad dad vibe cause i respect ya and im no ethug (u wont me address just pm) but that post could easy be taken wrongly especially with a pissed mind like mine.
 
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