?????? Ostrich approach again? Ceepea read post 172. spamming my thread man. I know stopping sinful pleasures is one of the hardest things one can do, so hence forth you do not like the answers given. But the excuse that you don't realize what's evil and what's not is a lie. GOD knows every scheme and excuse people use to not follow, yet none will prevail. The only reason why my life was horrible and had so much pain was my fault, with my sin I was moving soo far away from GOD, I wouldn't let GOD save me and lead my life. As soon as I decided to trust GOD's way which is the right and only way, everything fell in place perfectly. This is where free will comes in, one can chose to go in the way of righteousness which GOD has layd out before us, to make us victorious and prevail over all of our evil, and our evil enemies. This way is filled with satisfaction, love, blessings, and goodness. Or one can choose the other path live in misery, hate, chastisement, and to let these evil spirits in us which brings forth sexual abominations, this is what happens when we are not protected by GOD and Lord Jesus Christ. These evil spirits will enter you to try to tempt you with strange things, and once you start ,listening to them and act on there sinful thoughts. They become more powerful and the next thing you know your doing wack things all the time and you can't stop. And each time requires things to become a little more odd, because these demons just consume us and warp or minds. The longer you let them rule the decisions of your body the less likely you will have the strength to seek repentance.