damn somethings gotta happen for the better for me.... its like lately my life has been one long ass day u know what i mean? the way i am now the way i been my whole life tells me im going to lead a lonely life... i just dont like most people and it shows.... its not my fault so much has the blame is the shady mother fuckers i was brought up in this world with both so called friends, and so called family alike... i do find myself matureing alot more... and trying to welcome it and not look at it has im getting soft or some shit... man too many times i been up in life... just to hit that rock bottom again.... i mean ive live a horrible shitty life ... ive had to adapt and overcome threw some bitter storm of shit man.... i keep asking myself when will it get better and force myself to beleave it will get better... im trying to change how i am and what ive become lil by lil... its just sooo fucking hard when ur set in ur ways.... i hope the comming years will make me a lil more humble..... uzz has hard a hand i ben dealt i am blessed.. im blessed to be alive... im blessed a bullit never touched me... even though i have a super small family what i consider my true family im blessed to have them... im blessed to have yall to talk to even.... lol even doe i talk mad shit...