yeah I understand that, spent 10 days with her, besides the daytime, I understand how relationships progress, nothing mindblowing for me here, I'm just annoyed that I don't get to see her for two weeks, I've already found out some things about her that I don't necessarily like, but you get over certain things when you weigh out all the good vs bad and just see the big picture, meditate be buddhist about it.
all I k now is, drugs cannot replace the feeling of having an amazing girlfriend that you truly connect with, that's the feeling that matters to me, and if most of the things match up around that, then that's all that matters to me, because otherwise my life felt half as great as it does now.