No hard feelings my friend, please.
I recognize your quest for truth and identify with it.
There's a lot of knowledge contained within you and once you desire to consult it, it will be yours. I wish you all the best. I want you to read something that reminded me of this.
"More powerful than any statement is the right question. For a statement can be rejected and not absorbed, it requires no action. A question creates a vacuum and nature abhors a vacuum and the knowledge will come to fill it."
I believe the same thing.
But I have discovered something about myself, and I need to find the right people.
This post about caffeine is trivial, can maybe help someone but isn't a big deal. But most of my other posts are me looking for the right people.
They aren't me saying this is the undeniable truth, or I don't care what ANYONE else thinks (But I don't care what negative commenters think).
It's just me looking for the right people. Not really there to discuss.
I don't expect to find everyone in 6 month, or a year, or two.
But I just hope that some of these threads are here for a while, and some kids that were like me when I was younger, and that are like me now, will have some words to follow, and a person to reach out to.
There's just a lot of stuff that I wish I had found when I was younger, that I had to put together on my own.