Hey y'all,
I don't know if i'll continue with the grow. I have it a friend's house, and me and that friend got into a verbal fight tonight. He posted something on the internet a few days ago talking about Fuck God because the situation he's in is God's fault and he's not helping him. I got annoyed. I told him how I felt he's been acting, like really depressed, and moping and blaming God, not trying to fix the situation or better it. Pretty much I was tired of the conversation and hanging out going towards his favor and wants. Maybe I should have been more assertive in what I liked to do, but he always took charge of any situation and would always make known what he didn't like, and would change it. He also would never seem to be interested in my life and the things I like, and wouldn't encourage or anything like that. I told him I think he should get help, and I just let things that were bottled up in me come out. I still want to be his friend, I just wish he'd get better. I feel bad because I go over there and enjoy the grow a lot more than him at times. I think I set a high standard in being a friend, but whenever you hang out with your friends, do you ever wonder how they're doing? I don't think that's too much to ask, maybe he just expresses his care in ways I don't see or understand. Idk. any thoughts?