yeah. when i was really young... like ages 13-15 I did self medicate a lot. I would use adderall as an upper and stay up for days straight. and drink alcohol too. now i cannot stand alcohol. nearly everytime i try to drink I just feel completely sick
probably because i already have a somewhat sensitive stomach as it is. but alcohol is just not my thing. and i totally get you on the depressed feel like shit thing in the morning.
Wow. Me too on all of that. I have a very sensitive stomach and even the thought of alcohol makes me uncomfortable.
haha crazy. I have PTSD and anxiety issues myself. Social and General. Before i got medicated and before they figured out what meds would work i could hardly leave my house without feeling this complete sense of "doom" and thinking that i was going to definitely die out in the real world. it was really irrational but during that time i spent a lot of time at home.
My social issues are partially rational and partially irrational but I so am not gonna get inot that. I also did not leave the house much and was generally terrified. Having dogs to walk saved grace for me because it made me get out. its still hard somedays because anxiety is weird how it gets better than worse again. I hate that. some days are good, some days not so much. as long as i get really good sleep its usually not an issue though.
Yeah me too.
I dont think you'd ever hear voices. thats more than bi-polar 1 or 2. thats like bi-polar accompanied with paranoia or schizophrenia.
my friends and i were talking about the video yesterday and we came to the conclusion that the press release about the video given by soulja girls mom and sister was probably a cover up to some more severe mental issues because Im sure they are trying to patch up her reputation. not sure why its not like she's making millions of dollars on rapping or anything. she's hardly known and not very talented in any aspect, but you know its all about the public image and i think it would be a lot worse if they said shes a paranoid schizophrenic.