grasscropper
Well-Known Member
Well I have similar issues. I am almost 51. Female. Take it you aren't living in Canada where medical attention is provided?? I am bored to death. Hate my job. Failed relationships. Failed marriage. Not a parent. Was a step parent to kids who I have never seen since the day I left. I guess what I am saying is I kind of get how you feel. You want to be something. Yet you don't know what. Now I don't seek to be in a relationship. Can't understand why you would want to be with someone that much older with 2 kids. I too am now trying the growing thing. I will probably fail. Tried breeding seahorses failed. Can't afford to do what I THINK I'd like to do. People fucking drive me nuts. I do have pets. Love them to death. There are meds for adult adhd. I am kind if reclusive because people annoy me in public. Do you sleep a lot. Sounds like you may be depressed. I take an antidepressant. However feel it's something else. Can't concentrate.