Seriously contemplating kicking the bucket.

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hibudz

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Hey geewhiz
A few years ago I found my step son hanging in our basement. Suicide really sucks. It doesn't just effect you. His mom will never be the same, his baby brother will never get to play catch. Friends family and even the community all suffer deeply, even though you won't think so it does and a little bet of everyone dies too. I don't have any great advice for you other than to tell you that you have options and what ever dark place you are in will pass.
Live well, You have all the power.
 
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StonedPony

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a sock account for that? just strange is all no post just joined and come here..........and she has already stated its all worked out in a few pages back...........oh well...back to my token.
 
Devildog93

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Puffer Fish said:
You had a very bad therapist ... dear friend.
You had a court ordered rookie ... and you didn't
even realize that their job was to help you given the chance.

I suspect your rookie therapist smelled the rat and
gave up to save him/herself some time and aggravation.

You don't mind fuck good therapists ... that is why they are therapists.

I am not hating here friend ... it's just the way it works.

geewhizimtheshiz ... chin up girl ...shit will get easier .... u need someone to talk to PM anytime ... I will tell you two fucked up things for every one you share .... no kidding.

Inbox empty and thank you Benassi.
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If you ever met me when I am pissed off, you might want to get rid of me too.

Many people get the fuck out of a room when I snap, or even just start getting riled up.

But why then did she write me as fulfilling my end of the deal? I was up for SERIOUS violent charges. She could just as easily told the courts I didn't co-operate, thus, send me to jail for 2 years for breach.

Sorry, but that is how the justice system works.

Maybe she just saw a lost cause. But at that stage in my life I was. I had attempted murder charges dangling over my head for sometime. Then I got these assault charges.

Or you are right that she sucked as a therapist. I never mentioned how skilled she was.....how would I know that. Never met that bitch before in my life.

All I know, is she wanted NOTHING to do with me after the sessions, and passed me along.

There is NO WAY she could help me. How is that lady gonna stop someone from walking up to me at 12 am in the morning working in the garage an unload a clip in me?
Cops wouldn't help because of my past and who I know. My only option is to be scarier than the pricks threatening me. Achieved that real easy.
 
Louis541

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Devildog93 said:
If you ever met me when I am pissed off, you might want to get rid of me too.

Many people get the fuck out of a room when I snap, or even just start getting riled up.

But why then did she write me as fulfilling my end of the deal? I was up for SERIOUS violent charges. She could just as easily told the courts I didn't co-operate, thus, send me to jail for 2 years for breach.

Sorry, but that is how the justice system works.

Maybe she just saw a lost cause. But at that stage in my life I was. I had attempted murder charges dangling over my head for sometime. Then I got these assault charges.

Or you are right that she sucked as a therapist. I never mentioned how skilled she was.....how would I know that. Never met that bitch before in my life.

All I know, is she wanted NOTHING to do with me after the sessions, and passed me along.

There is NO WAY she could help me. How is that lady gonna stop someone from walking up to me at 12 am in the morning working in the garage an unload a clip in me?
Cops wouldn't help because of my past and who I know. My only option is to be scarier than the pricks threatening me. Achieved that real easy.
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StickyfingahZ

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I have thought about stuff like that alot of times, but I always Love smokin out and I know once I am gone, No more. ...I still haven't tried alot of strains...Theres alot of strains I wanna try before I kick the bucket.
 
racerboy71

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man, has anyone heard from geewhiz today? i sent her a pm earlier today, and after reading over this thread, i've been a lil concerned.. i know she is new and all here, but she has been pretty active since joining here not so long ago..
i'm just worried about the girl i guess, and it would surely make me feel better to know that she is ok and may actually have a life and isn't online and on riu like a lot of us.. cough cough.. racerboy, lol..
 
Steve French

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racerboy71 said:
man, has anyone heard from geewhiz today? i sent her a pm earlier today, and after reading over this thread, i've been a lil concerned.. i know she is new and all here, but she has been pretty active since joining here not so long ago..
i'm just worried about the girl i guess, and it would surely make me feel better to know that she is ok and may actually have a life and isn't online and on riu like a lot of us.. cough cough.. racerboy, lol..
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If she was going to do it she would've done it, not go post about it in a forum.
 
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StonedPony

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Well baack in the mental institute days I wanted to kill myself...tried a couple times but ppl kept stopping me.........well this is not the meds speaking this is me speaking......you lord and savoir.........ooops that sliiped out....anyway I want wanting to kill myself for the fun of it........or anything like selfishness I wanted to die I could Come back and show you the path to heaven.....I shall come to you and yea shall be saved........I am Jesus you great benefactor....I died to save from BURNING in a pizza oven....set on 420 for 20 minutes and ...wait......back to my dieing for you..........no no no I dont need my meds now.....STOP IT>....LET ME GO IM FUCKING JESUS YOU MORANS>>>>>>>>>>>>ooops
 
medicalmaryjane

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racerboy71 said:
man, has anyone heard from geewhiz today? i sent her a pm earlier today, and after reading over this thread, i've been a lil concerned.. i know she is new and all here, but she has been pretty active since joining here not so long ago..
i'm just worried about the girl i guess, and it would surely make me feel better to know that she is ok and may actually have a life and isn't online and on riu like a lot of us.. cough cough.. racerboy, lol..
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i am sure she is fine. it sounded like she had some personal life drama. I felt bad about some of the rude comments people made, people were rude to me too so i know how shitty it is but it's just stupid bullshit and people trying to be funny. i would have expected her to pop in sometime this evening :(

I miss you girlie, come back!!
 
whietiger88101

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I have been there when my brother died from a asthma attack it destroyed my world every one turned to my enemys i felt like killing everyone an letting GOD sort them out... Even after having a bowl or two .. or hell 8 grams worth it couldnt take away the pain of looseing my brother i still have personal issues to this day... Smokeing cannabis helps an i know its not ok to kill myself all it is gonna do is hurt the people who still care about me. There is still a reason why GOD has me on this earth maybe its to lead all the cannabis peoplein dec 21 2012 to grow in the mountians an become the cannabis king of the south west region " i will rule with a iorn hand ! " join my side !!! lol lmao
 
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fdd2blk

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medicalmaryjane said:
i am sure she is fine. it sounded like she had some personal life drama. I felt bad about some of the rude comments people made, people were rude to me too so i know how shitty it is but it's just stupid bullshit and people trying to be funny. i would have expected her to pop in sometime this evening :(

I miss you girlie, come back!!
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Balzac89

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StonedPony said:
Well baack in the mental institute days I wanted to kill myself...tried a couple times but ppl kept stopping me.........well this is not the meds speaking this is me speaking......you lord and savoir.........ooops that sliiped out....anyway I want wanting to kill myself for the fun of it........or anything like selfishness I wanted to die I could Come back and show you the path to heaven.....I shall come to you and yea shall be saved........I am Jesus you great benefactor....I died to save from BURNING in a pizza oven....set on 420 for 20 minutes and ...wait......back to my dieing for you..........no no no I dont need my meds now.....STOP IT>....LET ME GO IM FUCKING JESUS YOU MORANS>>>>>>>>>>>>ooops
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I have no idea what just happened.....
 
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