shrxhky420
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We gave him a lot of love these last few days, not that we didn't always give him love but, he got extra special treament... Gave him some bacon yesterday morning and a big fatty steak last night for dinner... he got plenty of massages over the last 2 days and we laid with him a lot.
I wonder if he knew what was coming??? why he was getting more than the usual love...? Although we did it for is own good I feel so so guilty!!!
He was getting really bad bed sores and they were getting bigger and becoming worse everyday... they started get that strange acrid smell and at night we would hear him whinning, it broke my heart knowing we couldn't help him anymore...
We had to pick his big fat ass up and put him in the back of the truck today (not an easy task) and drove him down to the vet. It was a very quiet ride to say the least. I felt so guilty knowing that I was taking him for his last car ride ever, I hope he enjoyed the ride. When we got there they brought out a stetcher for him and I pretty much broke down at that moment... I tried to stay strong but couldn't... we got to spend a lil time with him in a private room. He looked at us as if he realized this was our last goodbye. I know he went peacefully although I couldn't watch him go to sleep for the last time. I hate knowing I'll never wrap my arms around that beast again...



I know he's no longer suffering which puts my heart at ease... anyway...

one of my last moments with Riri

Stay high!!!