This is something that i cant do right now due to my limited occupations..i am trying to get a job simultanusly with my studies..the studies are not enough to cover my energy for doing things..so i smoke to be calmed..
I'm there...if I'm not working..I smoke ALL Day...
Like You I have come to the realization that it is what curbs my anxiety...and I need to find something to keep me busy...
Thanks for that, I also have a very high tolerance as a medical user, but I average around 2g a day... I will take two or three days off here or there, and yeah I get really grumpy if I'm not careful, upset stomach a little, and I take 3mg melatonin for sleep at night (all the time anyway, you should try it!)
Ha...2g is that all? and 3mg of Melatonin? is that all?
Now, it does work, but I'm on 5mg strength and I'm about to ask the doctor for something even stronger.
My anxiety, pain and sleep disorder bleeds through the weed, the Gebapetin 900mg, and the Melatonin 5mg...SMH
I'm now learning how to deal with the only 3 to 4 hours of sleep given with the meds...(without it I'm up for 3 days straight until my body just drops and fall asleep)...I just get up and workout on my ProForm HIIT Pro for 45 minutes...hit the weights for another 40 to 60 minutes..
I manage to slow down to 2 after workout from 9 to 6...Then I need another 2 to get me to sleep zone by 11 or 12
and I'm an Enhancement Smoker..lol
I'm also a writer so when I'm pondering and writing...I'm lighting up...SMH