Paranoia to the max

josh b

josh b

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im turning 18 26th october (end of month) ive been smoking on since like 11 and about 2 years ago i started worrying and sketching out and thinking people and things r watching me all the time and that if i see a car it has an easy chance of jacking me up for my stuff and kidnapping me lol.

within the last year i havent really left the house only for a few paartys and to chilaxe in the woods with my m8s nd that.

i constantly think people r watching me and they r looking throught the gaps in the curtains so i gotta make it lightight (weed talk much) =), and we dont have a net in our kitched window so when my mum nd dad go sleep like 11-12ish i go downstairs stick on family guy and skin up.
after a j or 2 ill get da munchies nd go into the kitchen.....now this is a mission itself,i normally crawl on the floor till i get to the kitchen then wrap my whole body in quilts so people cant see me in the window or kno wat i look like.

its like really bad i cant go out anywhere without sketching out hard and i can hear people calling me lol.

THIS HAPPENS WHEN IM NOT SMOKING WEED ASWELL BUT IM GONNA KEEP SMOKING ON UNTIL MY PARENTS CALL THE PEOPLE OUT IN WHITE COATS TO CHUCK ME IN THE DIVI HOME.

THAT IS HOW I TRIP And sketch out hard m8. :bigjoint:
 
tom__420

tom__420

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josh b said:
im turning 18 26th october (end of month) ive been smoking on since like 11 and about 2 years ago i started worrying and sketching out and thinking people and things r watching me all the time and that if i see a car it has an easy chance of jacking me up for my stuff and kidnapping me lol.

within the last year i havent really left the house only for a few paartys and to chilaxe in the woods with my m8s nd that.

i constantly think people r watching me and they r looking throught the gaps in the curtains so i gotta make it lightight (weed talk much) =), and we dont have a net in our kitched window so when my mum nd dad go sleep like 11-12ish i go downstairs stick on family guy and skin up.
after a j or 2 ill get da munchies nd go into the kitchen.....now this is a mission itself,i normally crawl on the floor till i get to the kitchen then wrap my whole body in quilts so people cant see me in the window or kno wat i look like.

its like really bad i cant go out anywhere without sketching out hard and i can hear people calling me lol.

THIS HAPPENS WHEN IM NOT SMOKING WEED ASWELL BUT IM GONNA KEEP SMOKING ON UNTIL MY PARENTS CALL THE PEOPLE OUT IN WHITE COATS TO CHUCK ME IN THE DIVI HOME.

THAT IS HOW I TRIP And sketch out hard m8. :bigjoint:
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You have to be 18 to join this site dude sorry
 
Green Cross

Green Cross

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josh b said:
im turning 18 26th october (end of month) ive been smoking on since like 11 and about 2 years ago i started worrying and sketching out and thinking people and things r watching me all the time and that if i see a car it has an easy chance of jacking me up for my stuff and kidnapping me lol.

within the last year i havent really left the house only for a few paartys and to chilaxe in the woods with my m8s nd that.

i constantly think people r watching me and they r looking throught the gaps in the curtains so i gotta make it lightight (weed talk much) =), and we dont have a net in our kitched window so when my mum nd dad go sleep like 11-12ish i go downstairs stick on family guy and skin up.
after a j or 2 ill get da munchies nd go into the kitchen.....now this is a mission itself,i normally crawl on the floor till i get to the kitchen then wrap my whole body in quilts so people cant see me in the window or kno wat i look like.

its like really bad i cant go out anywhere without sketching out hard and i can hear people calling me lol.

THIS HAPPENS WHEN IM NOT SMOKING WEED ASWELL BUT IM GONNA KEEP SMOKING ON UNTIL MY PARENTS CALL THE PEOPLE OUT IN WHITE COATS TO CHUCK ME IN THE DIVI HOME.

THAT IS HOW I TRIP And sketch out hard m8. :bigjoint:
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Not to be a wise ass, but is metal illness prevalent in your family history. Sounds like you may be paranoid schizophrenic.

You should get it checked out by a doc either way. Meds may help a lot. :peace:
 
DJBoxhouse

DJBoxhouse

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Question: In the past, did you smoke a lot and then sometime afterwards quit for a reasonable length of time, following this eventually continuing to smoke once more yet consistently less by a larger margin then previous?

It happens a lot to people who smoke fuckloads and then come back after a break and smoke a lot less, if this fits the scenario the deal is either don't smoke or smoke more. The paranoia usually goes away with either choice in this given circumstance.
 
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GitRHero

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DJBoxhouse said:
Question: In the past, did you smoke a lot and then sometime afterwards quit for a reasonable length of time, following this eventually continuing to smoke once more yet consistently less by a larger margin then previous?

It happens a lot to people who smoke fuckloads and then come back after a break and smoke a lot less, if this fits the scenario the deal is either don't smoke or smoke more. The paranoia usually goes away with either choice in this given circumstance.
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Holy shit. I've never heard this before but god damn does it make sense....
 
vh13

vh13

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Green Cross said:
Not to be a wise ass, but is metal illness prevalent in your family history. Sounds like you may be paranoid schizophrenic.

You should get it checked out by a doc either way. Meds may help a lot. :peace:
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I'll second the importance of this one. I have a couple friends who are paranoid schizophrenic. If you are schizophrenic you're really gonna wanna know for sure before you find yourself living in the sewers wearing a tinfoil hat. You're at a prime age for onset, so about now in your life is when you'd start to notice.

I'd try smoking more/less like DJBoxhouse said. Maybe you should switch to smoking anxiety reducing strains and stop smoking paranoia inducing strains altogether (if you are) If that doesn't work out then please do seek out propper help.

Even if you're not paranoid schizophrenic, see an expert, don't let the symptoms you're experiencing get worse as you get older... 18 is way too young to be imprisoned in your own home for the rest of your life. Your early twenties should be filled with lots of fun and exciting experiences because later on you'll have less freedom to have 'em.
 
Ronjohn7779

Ronjohn7779

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I don't know why you'd use a drug that makes you paranoid. Weed has never done that to me. The type of paranoia you're experiencing most likely has some underlying mental disorders...Seriously, I'm not trying to be rude, just honest.
 
MartinezTree

MartinezTree

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Damn bro i suggest you just stop and get yourself checked out for bein a skitzo. You think weed makes you paranoid. Try smoking meth or doin coke or taken pills, then see how paranoid you get
 
MediMaryUser

MediMaryUser

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i thought we all crawl around on the kitchen flooor wrapped in quilts hiding from view of the window on commercial brakes from family guy! right?


good luck, and you should probably not smoke sativas lol
 
Louis541

Louis541

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Why even smoke if you get THAT paranoid? I'm pretty paranoid myself when I smoke but I'm not crawling around the floor of my own damn house and hiding under blankets like michael jackson. Smoke you some heavy indicas. If you still feel freaked out then maybe weed just isn't the drug for you. You're supposed to smoke weed to enjoy yourself.
 
josh b

josh b

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ye i get really moody aswell and annoid if i dnt have it its like i need it to get through everyday life but who dosent? and ye i think i am skitzafrenik btw and also i have taken harder stuff but not real bad shit i only tried ket/speed/valieum/shrooms <-( just picked about 90 with my m8 other morning tere beast shrooms aswell lol) and coke i never had bad experiances with ne of em but i only get annoyed and go crazy wen i aint got a smoke thats when i ask my mum nd she always sorts me out with 1 or 2 singles so i can sleep and also i just thought to myself "i am addicted to weed" o well ill keep smoking my family are smokers so i got nothink to hide and also i have 3 brothers in there erly 30's they done it all back in the day and still do now and my parernts did to and no history of skitizafrenia in my family.
and no ive always managed to get it and if anyone likes to kno i only smoke indicas and pollen (real strong hash).
im not sure if is the pollen and hash oil i smoke cuz its propper strong shit like hardcore lol.

yet again thanks for the advice/help/comments.
 
josh b

josh b

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Louis541 said:
Why even smoke if you get THAT paranoid? I'm pretty paranoid myself when I smoke but I'm not crawling around the floor of my own damn house and hiding under blankets like michael jackson. Smoke you some heavy indicas. If you still feel freaked out then maybe weed just isn't the drug for you. You're supposed to smoke weed to enjoy yourself.
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i always enjoy myself when i smoke up lol its lovly but paranoi is a side affect but its worst at night if im sat in my room and my parets r home i just smoke on but i still sketch out a lil lol.
 
tom__420

tom__420

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Someone still afraid of the dark?
Need your mommy to tuck you in? Lol j/k
But for real I would seek medical attention, army crawling across the floor to get a glass of milk from the fridge is not healthy
 
josh b

josh b

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ok thanks for all the comments time to spark up nd watch fam guy after a whole day of editing my stealth grow cabit and looking at this forum's

night lads
 
Double0verhead

Double0verhead

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its cool man i think people just go crazy by other people saying your going crazy, take it easy on the overthinking, i do the same shit sometimes, not crawling on the floor, but i always peek out the windows like a creeper when im at the fridge haha... we all have the same brains, its just how you use them
 
Genocide420

Genocide420

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dude... thats part of being a teenager.. if you walk past a group of people and they're laughing, you automatically think they are laughing at you huh? 80% chance they arent ;)

the world revolves around you, do whatever you like (not exceeding any moral or illegal boundries ofcourse) and enjoy life while you can man. If you get robbed, shit happens, take up a self defense class (however, they arent much fun high, keep that in mind), just live life brotha and remember...



SMOKE EM IF YA GOT EM!

:)
 
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