TheTokenOne
Active Member
Ok, so i started to smoke pot pretty regularly when I was in the 11th grade and really all that happened to me was i would ran about the universe and zone out a whole lot but it was cool, I was chill, my friends were chill and we'd talk about the funniest things and I'd always have a funny ass response to something. And I smoked everyday after my senior year for the summer and everyhting was cool. I'd stay home and play Halo or hang with friends. But then I went to college in September and I didnt really smoke at all cuz the dorms were gay and i dint really know anyone around there. I did smoke though like a month after i got situated and I got extremely paranoid. I dont even know why, I just thought that I was giving off the wrong body vibes and my tone of voice was weird sometimes. i couldnt relax for a second. So I get up and try to do things progressive like text back the gf or clean my room. But then I feel like Im being weird cause im like jumping around doing stuff and everyone else is jus like watching me. I thought itd pass but when i came back to my hometown this weekend it happened again. And these are with people Im comfortable with. Its like im constantly thinking about tweaking out and thats when I start tweaking. Idk..any help would be amazing and highly appreciated, cause i used to looooooove getting high but now its just anxiety and stress to do it.