OPium!

RELENTLESS619

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sad? sorry to bum you out but I was acctually in the less than 10% that made it out. When your in a rehab for heroin they give you the stats...50% relapse the first day out, 75% the first week, 85% the first month, 90% the first year. This doesn't give one that much hope...opiate withdrawl is hell, opium is fine, but I'm sure after a few years you would be fiendin for it pretty bad when you came down.

No one told me to start shooting heroin! Yeah and when I started I was sooooo fucked up, that I didn't realize how fucked up what I was doing was. I was half dead half alive for months before I first came down and then that was only for a day or two. I'm a success story, I've found it inside myself to quit a drug people have died for, not from, FOR.

I know dudes (old friends) my age who try sooo hard to quit, but they don't have the mental faculties, so its just like...Im trying to quite Im trying to quit, relapse, trying to quit trying to quit, relapse. Livin with their parents or offa welfare or unemployment, sad sad dirty people. aids hep tb. all too common for dope addicts, if you have aids and your sharing a needle with 10 other junkies in a studio apartment. You have issues, and when your so addicted that you can realize the problems with that, thats an issue. The problem with heroin is its soo glamorous, you feel untouchable, and girls see this...a lot of the above dudes have admitted, "Ive only gotten laid, high on H" sad but true.

Don't play games with Opiates, look for "black tar heroin" on youtube, crushing stuff. and the worst part is that a lot of people are driven to it as a way to escape their problems, but you get more problems in the end than you had to start with. didn't the greeks consider the opium poppy 'the tears of aphrodite'?:peace::blsmoke:
Good shit on staying clean homie!!!!!!!!!!!
 

assrabbi

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well, thats why i stick to weed shrooms e and acid. anything else and i would be like you
I'm glad I got addicted to dope so I could laugh at schmucks like you!...what do you mean by be like me? Going through trauma doesn't make someone any less of a person, if anything it supplys a bit of something called CHARACTER. I'm glad I be like me because if not I would be like you some bombed out hippie e-tard.:peace:
 

amsterdam_goodies

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whatever, you obviously arent completely over your problem if you troll online forums to talk about how bomb the heroin u used to do was. good for you.

rather be a hippie e-tard with a stable job and a college degree than be ... you?
 

Kassidy

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well its good your clean assrabbi, i love opium because it is 100% natural, just like the marijuana. Its too bad you cant enjoy the sweet high from opium!!!:joint:
 

assrabbi

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well its good your clean assrabbi, i love opium because it is 100% natural, just like the marijuana. Its too bad you cant enjoy the sweet high from opium!!!:joint:
like I said man its all fun and 'sweet' and natural, but don't get me wrong one thing leads to another, and even smoking a lot of opium you end up lookin a pretty nasty junky.
Wholesome pleasures
don't play games with opiates, If I had a better understanding of myself before starting, I would have know not to do it. Understand yourself understand what your doing. Take is slow, the best way to avoid bad withdrawl is spacing it out, daily even weekly smoking, your on your way to a habit. And btw, kass STIR YOUR YEN SHEE INTO ACUPA COFFEE, once you burn the opium MORPHINE is left over (in an unburnable form)
but you can still enjoy it by sippin it down. save it up for awhile and you can acctually get FUCKED UP, will need a big cupa coffee or a few cups unless you love the taste of OPIUM ash:spew:. I've had some fine opium man, and it's the furthest from SWEET. what your primarily smoking with opium in LATEX. no joke niggha.
 

assrabbi

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whatever, you obviously arent completely over your problem if you troll online forums to talk about how bomb the heroin u used to do was. good for you.

rather be a hippie e-tard with a stable job and a college degree than be ... you?
I hit this thread up because it was on the homepage...OPIUM...thought I would share some experience...do you troll around bashing on thing you don't understand and therefore fear? wow you must have college learnin to make a an evaluation of my life through a few sentences...everything I said was as advice and answering johnnyquests question, I was by no means bragging...It shows a lot that all you have to brag about is the degree your parents bought you and your 'stable' job, and your an e-tard??!?!?!?! so YOU were that old creepy perv dude whod always be at the raves!!! what do you have a degree in? where did you go to school? we should start a club of people who have gone to college and have a job!!! schmuck:hump:
 

johnnyquest

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Assrabi is trying to share some experience and you guys are throwing such condescending bullshit at him. All we have is experience to share so be nicer otherwise you're just being fools.
 

amsterdam_goodies

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I hit this thread up because it was on the homepage...OPIUM...thought I would share some experience...do you troll around bashing on thing you don't understand and therefore fear? wow you must have college learnin to make a an evaluation of my life through a few sentences...everything I said was as advice and answering johnnyquests question, I was by no means bragging...It shows a lot that all you have to brag about is the degree your parents bought you and your 'stable' job, and your an e-tard??!?!?!?! so YOU were that old creepy perv dude whod always be at the raves!!! what do you have a degree in? where did you go to school? we should start a club of people who have gone to college and have a job!!! schmuck

i'm glad you are clean assrabi but I dont want to be your friend. i just want to know one thing, have you ever sucked dick for heroin?
 

aattocchi

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Oh man but injecting a cocktail of cocaine and heroin (I can only say something like that without puking after 2 years of recovery) thats the closest to heaven that man can get while still bound to his pathetic meat shell.

I don't think that's the closest you can get to heaven. Try doing some DMT.:mrgreen:

Hey Kassidy, did you give up on those poppies? My buddy down in Florida plans on starting more soon, he has gigantiums, hens and chicks, and white persian seeds.:peace:
 

MetalSmelter

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You don't want to be a friend.....no one asked you to, and probobly wouldn't want to either way with responses like sucking dick for heroin, wtf is this comment supposed to do besides showing your intelligence level and age.....Go wipe your twat you little bitch......and i do hope you eat your words, because most hypocrits always do.

And i've gotta say....for this site to be a bunch of potheads....this is the most non consoling group of people i've ever seen, making ignorant comments just to rowl people up, and under cut everything we've worked for.......If you've nothing good to say, say nothing, your making a fool of yourself.....and your age shows....or lack thereof.

Assrabi, i'm very glad you pulled through the addiction, not good stuff at all, i've never tried H before, nor have i ever smoked opium, but i've done some nice lines of Oxy before.....IE synthetic heroin, and after a single weekend of eating 5mg once at night, 3 nights in a row, 1 night down, next day i was in full fledged Opiate withdrawel, lasted a full week.5. I didn't think that little amount was all that much, hell it wasn't, but doing it nightly....after only doing it once in a month or more.....tolerance builds and then bam, your off and into withdrawel. Again its nothing like heroin, and i can't compair the two really, but i applaud your mental fortitude.

I've got a friend who's been hooked on oxy for almost 3yrs, i hate to say it but i'm waiting for the day i get that call......it wont be a fun day. Another was arrested and jailed, had a 4-5 80mg Oxy a day addiction, was hospitallized after he was arrested because the withdrawel caused a lung to collapse and had fluid around his heart. Bad stuff

I've been through withdrawel on oxy 5+ times, and never for long periods only a few days using....and thats plenty to keep me away, i'd never want anyone to go through that, but it grabs and dosent let go, even when you want to be free.......I don't have compulsions to do any anymore, because the withdrawel was enough to drive that home the last time.

Amsterdam, have some respect for peoples experiences and learn from them, spend one day in an addicts head or life and you'll take back every word your stuffing up peoples asses, because the shits real, it can happen to anyone, it dosent pick the poor, or the rich....it dosent pick the black or the white, it can happen to anyone, and its not fun and right now you say i'll only do this or that, smoke weed or do mushrooms, but let an opiate get ahold of your balls and its only a uphill fight from there, it Becomes your every thought, moment, and motivation....it becomes your life.

And DMT is completely different than opiate dreams......Opiate dreams you feel like your in the warmest most comfertable cacoon your mother ever had, numbness, buzzing all around your body, Fleeting hallucinations while your nodding off. DMT is a missle into the depths of the cosmos......
 
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Kassidy

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I don't think that's the closest you can get to heaven. Try doing some DMT.:mrgreen:

Hey Kassidy, did you give up on those poppies? My buddy down in Florida plans on starting more soon, he has gigantiums, hens and chicks, and white persian seeds.:peace:

Give up?!?!? Hell NO!! moved them out doors, to some public lands, Im going to give it a few years, hopefully they will be full of poppies!!
 

assrabbi

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I don't think that's the closest you can get to heaven. Try doing some DMT.:mrgreen:

Hey Kassidy, did you give up on those poppies? My buddy down in Florida plans on starting more soon, he has gigantiums, hens and chicks, and white persian seeds.:peace:
buddy Ive had, 2-ce(i) dpt, dmt...trippy stuff cant beleive its pharmecuticals honestly!!! You really trip some intense visuals mixed with a greatttt body high!!!
 

assrabbi

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i'm glad you are clean assrabi but I dont want to be your friend. i just want to know one thing, have you ever sucked dick for heroin?
no I haven't, and saying something like that is a great indicator of your age! cant be older than 16...get the fuck outta here man, clearly you have nothing constructive to ADD to this site (thats what were all about) so why you stayin around??? No one asked you to be my friend buddy...but I think you'd be lucky...I could show you a good time!!! Hey but until you MAN UP a little I got a suggestion...Take a LONG walk...offa a short pier...into a choppy ocean!!! The party is there in 10 minutes!!!
 

assrabbi

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You don't want to be a friend.....no one asked you to, and probobly wouldn't want to either way with responses like sucking dick for heroin, wtf is this comment supposed to do besides showing your intelligence level and age.....Go wipe your twat you little bitch......and i do hope you eat your words, because most hypocrits always do.

And i've gotta say....for this site to be a bunch of potheads....this is the most non consoling group of people i've ever seen, making ignorant comments just to rowl people up, and under cut everything we've worked for.......If you've nothing good to say, say nothing, your making a fool of yourself.....and your age shows....or lack thereof.

Assrabi, i'm very glad you pulled through the addiction, not good stuff at all, i've never tried H before, nor have i ever smoked opium, but i've done some nice lines of Oxy before.....IE synthetic heroin, and after a single weekend of eating 5mg once at night, 3 nights in a row, 1 night down, next day i was in full fledged Opiate withdrawel, lasted a full week.5. I didn't think that little amount was all that much, hell it wasn't, but doing it nightly....after only doing it once in a month or more.....tolerance builds and then bam, your off and into withdrawel. Again its nothing like heroin, and i can't compair the two really, but i applaud your mental fortitude.

I've got a friend who's been hooked on oxy for almost 3yrs, i hate to say it but i'm waiting for the day i get that call......it wont be a fun day. Another was arrested and jailed, had a 4-5 80mg Oxy a day addiction, was hospitallized after he was arrested because the withdrawel caused a lung to collapse and had fluid around his heart. Bad stuff

I've been through withdrawel on oxy 5+ times, and never for long periods only a few days using....and thats plenty to keep me away, i'd never want anyone to go through that, but it grabs and dosent let go, even when you want to be free.......I don't have compulsions to do any anymore, because the withdrawel was enough to drive that home the last time.

Amsterdam, have some respect for peoples experiences and learn from them, spend one day in an addicts head or life and you'll take back every word your stuffing up peoples asses, because the shits real, it can happen to anyone, it dosent pick the poor, or the rich....it dosent pick the black or the white, it can happen to anyone, and its not fun and right now you say i'll only do this or that, smoke weed or do mushrooms, but let an opiate get ahold of your balls and its only a uphill fight from there, it Becomes your every thought, moment, and motivation....it becomes your life.

And DMT is completely different than opiate dreams......Opiate dreams you feel like your in the warmest most comfertable cacoon your mother ever had, numbness, buzzing all around your body, Fleeting hallucinations while your nodding off. DMT is a missle into the depths of the cosmos......
word, oxy is nasty man...I've seen it fuck up some lives on the health side of things (overdoses) and the criminal side (dealing). The nature of this drug does bad bad things to people, scandalous awful shit. I could tell you all my experiences but it comes down to this...The drug becomes more important, it becomes more important than anything, and you find yourself sacrificing your life bit by bit just to stay high for another day...one of those things you have to SEE and LIVE to understand...The crippling withdrawl was instrumental in getting me off the shit!!! I mean if you didn't get SICK, heroin would be the perfect drug. But heroin without sickness is like a sunrise without a sunset! That pain man...NO PAIN IS LIKE IT!!! It invades every facet of your person, it is truly hell.

Hey and :peace: n LUV to all you guys for the support!!! Understanding from kind friendly people makes recovering from opiates and other drugs a lot easier...The whole path of recovery seems like your just trying to get from 'fucked up' to 'sober'...its hard to realize when your puttin a half gram to a gram of stickyicky in your arm every day what life is going to be like OFF the drug, what I'm trying to say is you begin on a path away from the drug, but what it really is is a path towards a better life and self, you can't get off of heroin merely on the thought I'm going to stop doing this junk...You end up having to change a lot about your outlook on things to look at a drug you needed to get by day to day and say I don't want any of that. I've developed conviction, strength, courage, wisdom, and loads of other qualites from my personal struggle with heroin.

The prohibition on ANY drug is wrong and violates the liberties that are a BIRTH RIGHT to the inhabitants of this PLANET. Ingesting a narcotic is a victimless crime and among the most agregious and outrageous of them all! Some things you just CANT POLICE! And if your a country is going to police the activities of drug addicts, don't you think some kind of burea of agency could be created to ensure that the actions of the user didn't end up projecting itself somewhere else...they don't do this for one reason...Countries where ganja is illegal are slow to flip over to more 'tolerant' views on thc because they make too much money off of the illegitimate fears that the war on drugs have created. main product of the war on drugs = decentralization of every illegal drug economy...which means more competetive prices and MORE product out there. We are in the dark ages of our own CIVIL LIBERTIES. Pot got its scapegoat roots in the 20s when it was used as a scapegoat for white women sleeping with black men. It was said to induce madness and cause people to do irrational things...like a white woman sleepin with a black man???

My Point:

The modern 'war against drugs' is a product of almost 100 years of bigotry and fear mongering by the US government. Unacceptable!
 
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aattocchi

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buddy Ive had, 2-ce(i) dpt, dmt...trippy stuff cant beleive its pharmecuticals honestly!!! You really trip some intense visuals mixed with a greatttt body high!!!
Yeah, I've tripped some different stuff. Normally stay away from the synthetics now a days, but I love everything mother nature gives me(in moderation of course). Opium is more like being eased into a delirious hallucination with a great euphoric body buzz, very addictive when abused I agree. DMT on the other hand really feels like it's a gateway into the spiritual realm of my consciousness.:peace:
 

amsterdam_goodies

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Amsterdam, have some respect for peoples experiences and learn from them, spend one day in an addicts head or life and you'll take back every word your stuffing up peoples asses, because the shits real, it can happen to anyone, it dosent pick the poor, or the rich....it dosent pick the black or the white, it can happen to anyone, and its not fun and right now you say i'll only do this or that, smoke weed or do mushrooms, but let an opiate get ahold of your balls and its only a uphill fight from there, it Becomes your every thought, moment, and motivation....it becomes your life.

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Umm i have plenty of addictions, heroin is just not one of them(a little smarter than that). I dont need some bitch ass ex-addict coming in here preeching about how opium is dirt compared to the stuff he's done GOOD FOR YOU; REAL COOL!!!!! Not going to let anyone bitch me around and call me an e-tard, a 16 year old or any other bullshit when they're more fucked up then I am.
 
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amsterdam_goodies

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When you enter a thread saying "trust me buddy, you don't have to tell me the difference. Opium is shite, atleast if youve ever tasted that sweet tang, opium is like smokin dirt."


what do you expect the reaction to be? You refer to heaven as "cocaine heroin cocktail".. sorry but for an ex-addict, you sure put yourself out there to be attacked. Callen me 16 years old and telling me to leave? Who the fuck are you? i have been a member at RIU for a full year longer than you, and have a fucken grow journal. what have you contributed?

"he prohibition on ANY drug is wrong and violates the liberties that are a BIRTH RIGHT to the inhabitants of this PLANET. "

Nice, heroin and meth should be legal so everyone gets fucked up. SMART THINKING BRAH
 
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MetalSmelter

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Amsterdam, have some respect for peoples experiences and learn from them, spend one day in an addicts head or life and you'll take back every word your stuffing up peoples asses, because the shits real, it can happen to anyone, it dosent pick the poor, or the rich....it dosent pick the black or the white, it can happen to anyone, and its not fun and right now you say i'll only do this or that, smoke weed or do mushrooms, but let an opiate get ahold of your balls and its only a uphill fight from there, it Becomes your every thought, moment, and motivation....it becomes your life.

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Umm i have plenty of addictions, heroin is just not one of them(a little smarter than that). I dont need some bitch ass ex-addict coming in here preeching about how opium is dirt compared to the stuff he's done GOOD FOR YOU; REAL COOL!!!!! Not going to let anyone bitch me around and call me an e-tard, a 16 year old or any other bullshit when they're more fucked up then I am.
Well sorry to hear that you've got plenty of addictions......

If you do have plenty of addictions, and arn't just throwing that out there to "fit in", then that signifies an addictive personality........And you Probobly shouldn't be doing anything, be it MDMA or whatnot, if thats the case.....Thats here nor there though.

But i do pose this Q.

Do you even know the guy your bashing, Do you know what he's been through in his life, Do you know what drove him to him to H. So what makes you feel that they/he/she are any more fucked up than you, when you just admitted you have multiple addiction problems, what makes one worse than the next???When their still addictions......When you havn't even spent a day in his shoes.....When you have, then you can judge him, or anyone else, until then, your just a lonley soul who's sheltering themselves from reality and what happens to people every day in this world.....when you realize stuff like that can happen to anyone, were not invincible like all teens/young adults believe.....Such hypocrits, and those are usually the worst, those that can't admit things to themselves.

An Alcoholic isint an alcoholic until its too late.......You'll say you'll never do so and so, but you wont know what your capable of until your put in said same position as he/she was. Until then you have no right to judge him one bit....

Have some compassion for people, and a open mind........Yours seems rather closed and self centered......bitch asses?? Rather ignorant. And BTW if your gonna let someone on the www get to ya for calling you 16 or whatever, then theres obviously some truth to that, the truth hurts. Always does. You needa relax some and step back for a few days/weeks....Just Gotta remember this is the internet and everyone or 99.9% are all anonymous....no reason to let that rowl you up, if it does.....somethings wrong.

End rant.

Assrabi, do appreciate the input though, alot of good words, be it "preaching" or not......you've been to the depths of hell and back, and those people that shoot you down, fk em, keep at it bro, and always keep a head up, anything can be overcome if you put your mind to it. Glad your still with us aswell, stuff can end your life before you even realize it. :peace::joint:
 

amsterdam_goodies

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I'm not bashing, i'm defending myself. there's a difference. He came at me first...

I LOVE DRUGS too. Love em, but know that I love em enough to avoid the ones that are physically addictive. I can't just do coke once. Or just one line, thats why I dont do it at all.

Most importantly, that's why I dont come on websites talking about HEAVEN being COKE AND HEROIN IN 1 SHOT TO THE DOME!!! COOL!!!! That is not heaven, that is fucking hell in a drug. Heroin, Coke, Meth and all those physically addictive drugs are the antithesis cool and shouldnt be talked about(especially by an ex-addict) like they are worth experiencing.

never once did I say, i hope you relapse or say you should relapse or something f'd up like that. i just dont think he should come on here bragging about how hard the drugs he's done have been.
 

MetalSmelter

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I've more respect for you, now that you've explained yourself more thourougly, and you DO NOT sound so much like a 16yrs old, now :).

I agree with your every word to some extent, I love my drugs myself, perscriptions/hallucinogins and i'm much the same way, i've tried a few different types of opiates/stimulants that i just wouldnt' go back to if i was even given some for free, knowing ones limits and knowing what type of person you are and what you should and shouldn't be doing is all about being responsible, or to the extent responsible drug use can be. Phyiscal addiction is much harder to overcome imo than mental to a degree, long term mental is worse than physical.

I personally find alot more intrest in the Hallucinogins myself, and after a few run ins with opiates and withdrawel, the heaven is not worth the hell. But!!, and a big but! I personally think everyone should experience a moderate opiate withdrawel once in their lives, now i don't wish it on anyone, but if you've never been to hell, then how beautiful can heaven be? Personally when i went through w/d for a few weeks, after i came out of it i had a much better appreciation for life, the small things in life that can make you happy, and an overall better outlook, IE formerly being depressed. But i don't think i was really that far down, nothing like a 2-3yr addiction as Assrabi was talking of.

I don't really think he was bragging though, he easily may have been.....hmm

Personally a Perc 512 or a 10 powdered is enough for me today to get moderaty high because of the low freq, then again body weight has alot to do with it. Dosent seem like much, but tolerance and body weight have alot to do with it.
 
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