Don't talk silly; if you can still type than you aren't too high! But seriously you make a really good point about yin yang, undeniable and inevitable.
But you are welcome, I hate tragedy movies, never liked 'em, because the ending is always the worst part. F1's are first generation and have lots of various phenotypes. If you remember learning about Gregor Mendel at all in school, it is exactly like his experiments. f2's are also unstable, it isn't until you back cross with the same strain and create a BX2 do we start seeing some real reliable and uniform phenotypes appearing. I read up a lot on Subcool, I think he is fucking brilliant, and as a breeder he talks a lot about breeding as well as organics and growing outdoors.
Nice thing about f1's is that you can grow a bunch out and choose one that caters to your growing needs, rather than the growing needs of the breeder. You can also get a more potent pheno than even the breeder has, which is cool. If you want to take a strain and make it something completely different, you can use f1's and either stabilize them and breed, or just use them as is.
I really want to get into breeding, but not until PM is gone for good out of my garden. I'm about to get an inline ozone generator on my intake. Might as well put one on the exhaust too, getting tired of dealing with this big fucking filter. I do have a awesome new cross going on, SFV OG and Old School Kush going outside, both some fire from Cali Connections, so fucking excited! Don't act like you don't want it! lol