Alright so here is the deal, read before seed is generally a good idea but considering you already germed the babies you don't really have many options. I too like yourself tried growing before reading, and somehow ended up with a marijuana plant growing out of a pot i used as an ashtray no joke. The plant died and i started reading. The most important thing i learned from my little ashtray plant was to read and ask for help, but not dumb help as people respond to posts as frosty and notorious have. What you should really do is find a spot that gets as much sunlight as possible during the day and especially during the morning. You will also want to read up on soil mixtures as i believe you are growing outdoors, but using pots? next start a grow journal, get as many people to help as possible, post many pictures, and be specific. You seem quite behind but luckily there is some good in this world and im sure if you gave a more specific question you couldn't find an answer to, people would be more than willing to help. Anyway good luck with the grow, you only have your first grow once so enjoy it, but don't enjoy your plant to death as many do!