IregAt420
Active Member
I just lost my grandmother not to long ago to.my relative went in for surgery a week or two ago...i wanted to say don't go but everyone in my family wanted her to and thought it was a good idea because koreans like to take the word of any doctor as if he was jesus h christ.
now she's not going to make it past today. she was COMPLETELY normal and fine before..i knew her or she knew me since i was a little baby. she took care of me since i was a baby when i was in new york. i have a lot of memories with her. i nick named her "foot grandma" (sounds better in korean) because she used to hit me on my feet when i didn't listen and i NEVER listened. i gave her that nick name when i was a tiny baby and that name stuck...
i didn't go to seoul when she was preparing for surgery, i didn't go visit when she was 'resting'..and now they say she won't make it past tonight. i'm getting ready to go to seoul right now..i'm really sad. here i am, yesterday high, upset i can't get higher..goin ou and buyin a fuckin ps3 like a jackass when my relative was dying. i really had no idea it was that serious. i found out this morning when my dad woke me up saying he's goin to seoul because she's not gonna make it past tonight. he told me to stay and go to work and go to chinese class..but i decided i'm just gonna go to seoul right now because i need to see her one last time and say goodbye. i'm really sad.
god i fucking hate western 'medicine'...noone should go under a knife. aiojdsfoaisdjoegjmewpfmasdpfmefka
goin to seoul now
My condolences.
