my first day of sobriety..

So today is my first day with no marijuana.. i've been up maybe ten minutes, and i've gotta be honest... I think murder is very real possibility.. how the fuk do you do it without the weed?

well, like anything else, you get adjusted to it
but.....................why no weed?

Self control.
Well, that sound smart allecky..
But, it's true.

don't sweat the small shit,, and remember its all small shit

Get some nitrous oxide, some LSD, some mushrooms, some alcohol... If you really can't handle sobriety. But ask yourself, are you really that fucking weak? You can't handle life without weed?

But you don't really need weed until it's been 1 year and 1 month without a decent smoke session. Probation end 3/12/10.

O.p,

I have had no weed and beer for 8 days now, all in the name of self control.

I felf that i have been smoking and drinking way too much over the last 7 years, roughly an 8th and 2 litres of beer a day.

I'm still having restless nights but it is getting better, sleeping pattern is starting to get back to normal.

I thought to myself that i'm not going to be controled by that anymore and that i dont need the stuff to function, How can a human be weaker than the drugs and beer? A. We are not weaker.

i dont plan to stop forever, just for a few weeks and then only keep it to weekends.

so, keep with and be strong, you can do it, it's easy.

Peace

dude getting the sleep patterns back to normal is definitely the hardest part.
Try exercising, it will keep your mind of smoking, and it will get you into great shape.

I should be out by now. But by total luck I fell into about 4 grams which has to last me three months. Needless to say I'm going to be without for a while. It's all about willpower dude.
Think about it this way.
At least you're not trying to get off coke. THAT is a challenge.

Louis541 said:

I should be out by now. But by total luck I fell into about 4 grams which has to last me three months. Needless to say I'm going to be without for a while. It's all about willpower dude.
Think about it this way.
At least you're not trying to get off coke. THAT is a challenge.

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I gotta say.....it was easier for me to quit doing coke than it is to stop smoking weed.......I mean I know its not nearly as addictive as coke but weed has been a HUGE staple in my life since I was about 14....coke came and went for about 3 years and one day I woke up, couldn't breathe through my nose and I said "fuck this!" haven't done coke since......My problem is finding a good enough reason to stop smoking weed.....I don't spend much money on it, doesn't effect my ability to hold a job, doesn't make me sick, doesn't clog my nose up. I can't think of one reason why I should quit smoking weed

I'm quitting because i'm trying to get in school but when i'm high I can't do math.. and honestly.. I've been smoking since I was 12, and haven't really accomplished anything other than getting high.. i've lost more than i've gained getting high.. so I'm going to try it the other way for alittle while... see what happens..


I'm slowly adjusting, it'll take time... but i'm a big boy who made his own decision.. so let's wait a few days/weeks before we start calling people weak and shit.. at least give me a chance to fail before you start calling me a failure.. ok?

i got your back change is hard no matter what ...rob

i haven't smoked in over a month now.. it really isn't that hard.. don't get me wrong, i still would like to puff now and again, but i don't compulse over it.. i think that it is a good idea to stop every once in awhile to clear out the head, and it also gets the tolerance level back down.. i like the idea about not sweating the small stuff, and everyhting is the small stuff.
just be gratefull for the things that you have, and try to concentrate on those things, and not on not having weed.. the more that you compulse over it, the harder it will be.. keep your days busy... exorcise, work out, read a book, do anything that occupies your mind ...
best of luck on your quest.

Back door man hu? what are you trying to tell us with that?

going without weed doesnt affect me too much. going without opiates is a real bitch. good luck.

MauiLover1 said:

Back door man hu? what are you trying to tell us with that?

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to treat your girl right, cause "Jodi" is a real person.....


backdoor; i feel you bro, been having alot of days of sobriety lately... not my choice though, so as soon as i can spark one, i'll put it in the air along with my best hopes for what you are trying to accomplish in life.... holla at me sometime bro

I hate days like that man.

Look forward to crazy vivid dreams in a few days.

I've not smoked in 30 days with 60 more to go if I'm lucky. I'm tryin to get a dope ass job and it's the only way to be sure I'll pass. (hair test)

My dreams are so clear and crazy in the last month.
I am drinking way more and a few hit of nitrous are super cool.
I'm a medical marijuana patient so I have plants growing and a huge stash sitting in the safe. What a tease...Good luck bro....JR

gogrow said:

to treat your girl right, cause "Jodi" is a real person.....


backdoor; i feel you bro, been having alot of days of sobriety lately... not my choice though, so as soon as i can spark one, i'll put it in the air along with my best hopes for what you are trying to accomplish in life.... holla at me sometime bro

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Lmao.. thats right.. cause if you don't watch it I could be slippin in the backdoor as you're on your way out tha back...lol... you my nigga...

I went and took my assessment tests today.. and passed... so I'm going to take the placement test next thursday and i'll start school in January... I can't wait... i' super fuckin stoked... first cali, now college.. who says dreams don't come true? I don't miss the weed really.. my cousin gave me some today, and it's sitting in my dresser, untouched... i'mma hold it for him until he runs out and then give it back to him...

I can't believe i'm going to college... thats the shit..

Thanks to everyone thats got my back...

mastakoosh said:

going without weed doesnt affect me too much. going without opiates is a real bitch. good luck.

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true to that. weed doesnt affect the physical aspect but it sure does have a mental battle. u get so use to associating weed with almost everything u do, you can do it anyone can, just remember there is always someone else out there in a worse spot and if they succeeded so can you.

BackDoorMan said:

Lmao.. thats right.. cause if you don't watch it I could be slippin in the backdoor as you're on your way out tha back...lol... you my nigga...

I went and took my assessment tests today.. and passed... so I'm going to take the placement test next thursday and i'll start school in January... I can't wait... i' super fuckin stoked... first cali, now college.. who says dreams don't come true? I don't miss the weed really.. my cousin gave me some today, and it's sitting in my dresser, untouched... i'mma hold it for him until he runs out and then give it back to him...

I can't believe i'm going to college... thats the shit..

Thanks to everyone thats got my back...

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You're living the dream, man.