sanyard
Well-Known Member
I started smoking back in august 09' and during that time it was mostly to help me sleep. I continued the habit until early december, and when I quit my appetite went to nothing and I couldnt sleep very much at all. I became sleep deprived and began eating very little to nothing at all for about a week. Eventually I became bedbound, so weak I could not get out of bed, this lasted for about 2 days. During those 2 days I had a lot of agonizing thoughts about all kinds of terrible shit. All of the sudden I started feeling really good and highly energetic. I thought I was the reincarnation of Jesus Christ and thought I could rally the country up to take on the government. I went to my old school and talked with some of my old teachers about shit that I can't remember, however I do recall getting some strange looks. I also remember walking around walmart and feeling like I could mentally see all around me, like in 3rd person or someshit. This "high" period lasted about 2days. Towards the end of it I began getting more and more tired and the high faded into a feeling that is almost indescribable. It honestly felt like the feeling was death, and everything sounded distorted and weird. I recall my own dog barking at me, which she has never done and hasn't ever done to this day. I eventually got some food and got a few hours of sleep. When I woke up I felt like I got hit by a mac truck and had low blood sugar for about 5 days after. I dont really recall anything I did for the 6months I smoked so it feels like there was a void during that time period, and it frightens me somewhat thinking back on how batshit crazy I went for those couple of days. Marijuana withdrawal is indeed real, and I personally have no use for the drug anymore.