Loved One Using Meth??

lol yeah me too

one night me and my tweeker room mates were chillin and apparently some dude broke into a house down the street and the cops where all up around our house with flashlights and shit looking foir him but at the time i thought we weree about to get raided so i flushed like a qp of green a little at a time till it was gone then started looking at my qp of ice and was thinking about flushing it cuz i knew they were coming in the door any minute but i just couldnt do it so i went to sleep in front of the toilet with a qp of glass in my hands ready to flush it if they came in lol

of course they never came in and i didnt have any more weed

Mmmmm....bag ho's

xbravoz said:

Mmmmm....bag ho's

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indeed


this threads getting me all worked up i been having dreams about it again lately that shit happens a couple times a year ill go through these phases where im shooting in my dream or about to hit a pipe and then i get woken up it kinda sucks lol

sleepin at the toilet....LMAO

xbravoz said:

Mmmmm....bag ho's

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i used to be one. my dealer was a chick. i took care of her she ruined my life. lol but yeah, straight up crank whore here. felt like it too. she gave me meth to let her give me head. lots of meth. weird.

i had one of those too she calls me on my fiances phone about once a year and im always like hey could you not call me again i dont wanna get high and this is my fucking fiances phone...

i did like how you could get a couple strippers and basically run througbh each of them every morning after they get off work and get all thier money from the night before plus get some pussy if ya wnat and get them to do up all their dope with you too

i cant be in serious relationships and on speed

I had one that to this day was the hottest chick ever...I still compare all women to her...I mean like even mtv video babes ....this hottie actually pulled a muscle in her back riding me like like a wild broco...cowboy hat and all.... anyway she needed a place to stay and I thought shit yea theres no down side here...go get your stuff.....until she kept doin my whole stash...I'd leave for work and give her a $50 sack....come back 8 hours later....kitchen all f#cked up....and there she was with her hand out...or should I say tits out...got any more sweety....this lasted for a week and I had two throw the finest women on this planet out of my place....you gotta go, I aint Donald Trump....sure do miss that cowboy hat

had one of those too lol

tweaker chicks are soo fucking awsome in so many ways but then so fucked up at the ame time

Uh Oh....now I'm feanin again...once an addict always an addict

Wow, I'm amazed at all the responses. I'm interested in how you say that a meth addict will deny deny deny if they're on meth. That would definitely explain a lot. I think I will go and see her for myself this week, try to get a feel for this. I think she's lying/denying to an even greater extent because she has a kid she loves so much and it would kill her to lose him.

As for someone else who asked whether or not I support full legalization...well before all this I would've said i support full legalization, including hard drugs. But when it's one of your own...boy I tell ya, it really changes the way you feel about a drug/policy.

I'm still scared senseless for her, but i spoke with her today and she sounded more sane...but she just kept talking and talking....it was so tough to get a word in on her. And i gotta be honest it still didnt make perfect sense, still sounded a little bit weird. I will call her tomorrow, and depending on the urgency I may go and see her in person. If anyone is still interested I will post an update. I'm not looking for pitty or any shit...i think it's kind of therapeutic for me to discuss this, even if it is with strangers.

thanks everyone for your support.

MT

I say get a group of people to take turns keeping an eye on her until they see her using something. Call it stalking or w/e but if you're genuinely concerned for her health then this is probably the best way to go about it since no one can really tell if she's using them or not. I say give it a week of keeping an eye on her. If she loses more weight or is caught using something then get her some help. Meth is a fucked up drug which basically starts eating away at your brain. Not fun stuff. If it's meth, that shit is heavy and she would need help immediately. If it's coke, it's not as bad as meth but still bad as coke kills heart tissue on contact. Especially if she used to be addicted to coke she might already have heart problems. Get her some help if she shows anymore signs of substance abuse. If you guys already figured this out then forget about my opinion. I just didn't feel like reading through 4 pages of stuff.

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First...Coke wont keep you up for five days...Now meth on the other hand???? I was a hard core Meth addict for ten years...Just quit two years ago...It's still common for me to think about bein high...meth grabs your soul and dont want to let go.....The thing about hard drugs is that no matter how much people around you care...they dont understand what it is to be an addict...(How can cindy spend her rent money on that shit)...an addict needs their fix the same as you need food and water...non addicts don't ever realy grasp that concept.....when you Quit your drug of choice for a long time...coke ..meth..pain meds..whatever...Falling off the wagon often leads to a quick spiral back to your old addiction......In your friends case you should act quickly and confront her about this...again quickly.....any comments from her like "I'm just doing a little, don't worry"...and it might be too late....that'll just be the bullshit she tells you to get you off her back....at that point an intervention from everyone you know that really cares about her would be prudent...again speed is of the essence...for her just knowing that people around her know what she is doing and that it is not acceptable might pull her back...help her to put the breaks on and say whoa WTF was I thinking getting into that shit again....however, she may be past that point...lying to get money...eyes dilated regularly...ultimately addiction is a fight within yourself...you cant really help an addict....you cant live in a rehab center forever...and forever is how long she'll be an addict.....confront her quickly before she go's over the cliff into a nosedive...Just my thoughts on the subject.

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Well said

Well I thought I'd give everyone an update. It turns out that the person was NOT using meth, nor ANY psychoactive drug. Yet, was having a nervous breakdown. It turns out that the brain doesn't necessarily need drugs to do all that kind of shit to you, your own mental health can do it all by itself. I have to say I am VERY proud of this person, seeing as how she had a history of substance problems and obviously was going through a very tough time and did not start using anything.

I don't know why I came on here, I guess I felt the need to vent, or maybe someone some day will read this and gain something from it, or have a better idea about what's happening. In any event, I wanna thank everyone for their support.


regards,


MT

moxtox said:

Well I thought I'd give everyone an update. It turns out that the person was NOT using meth, nor ANY psychoactive drug. Yet, was having a nervous breakdown. It turns out that the brain doesn't necessarily need drugs to do all that kind of shit to you, your own mental health can do it all by itself. I have to say I am VERY proud of this person, seeing as how she had a history of substance problems and obviously was going through a very tough time and did not start using anything.

I don't know why I came on here, I guess I felt the need to vent, or maybe someone some day will read this and gain something from it, or have a better idea about what's happening. In any event, I wanna thank everyone for their support.


regards,


MT

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thank you for the update. hope all is well.

I have a close family member that very recently got out of rehab for a coke addiction and another that is just going in to a psychiatric hospital/rehab for drug abuse and depression. The first person was spending almost $200 a day on coke, alcohol, cigarettes, and pot. The sad part is that I never realized she had a serious drug problem until she called at 1am saying that she stole $15,000 from her work and got caught and was admitting herself into rehab the next day. She's only been out for two weeks now but I still worry about her since she has friends that use and she's going through a rough relationship issue. Anyway, addiction is rough..stay away from hard drugs

Meth is a high-paranoia drug for several reasons. The point is that in the end You misplace your trust into the hands of people who know you use the drug and them only because everyone else is out to get you.

He's right about rehab. You can't make a person change. The best thing to do is sit her down with loved ones and remind her that you all care about her even though you know what she's going through and you're there to help as much as you can. Be aware at this point that to receive help she must provide a high level of accountability. It's just the way it works, so many have been taken advantage of. More often than not though, those who were taken advantage of were ignoring the drug abuse.

xbravoz said:

First...Coke wont keep you up for five days...Now meth on the other hand???? I was a hard core Meth addict for ten years...Just quit two years ago...It's still common for me to think about bein high...meth grabs your soul and dont want to let go.....The thing about hard drugs is that no matter how much people around you care...they dont understand what it is to be an addict...(How can cindy spend her rent money on that shit)...an addict needs their fix the same as you need food and water...non addicts don't ever realy grasp that concept.....when you Quit your drug of choice for a long time...coke ..meth..pain meds..whatever...Falling off the wagon often leads to a quick spiral back to your old addiction......In your friends case you should act quickly and confront her about this...again quickly.....any comments from her like "I'm just doing a little, don't worry"...and it might be too late....that'll just be the bullshit she tells you to get you off her back....at that point an intervention from everyone you know that really cares about her would be prudent...again speed is of the essence...for her just knowing that people around her know what she is doing and that it is not acceptable might pull her back...help her to put the breaks on and say whoa WTF was I thinking getting into that shit again....however, she may be past that point...lying to get money...eyes dilated regularly...ultimately addiction is a fight within yourself...you cant really help an addict....you cant live in a rehab center forever...and forever is how long she'll be an addict.....confront her quickly before she go's over the cliff into a nosedive...Just my thoughts on the subject.

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totally off topic and I understand this is a serious thread. But dude.... Your avatiar is fucking awesome!!! buhahahahahahaha

goatamineHcL said:

to the guy who started this thread i am just curious but you say you dont really like smoking herb but your more here for political activism so i figure ill ask ya

do you thinik meth should be legal or just reefer i have this arguement with alot of friends who want herb legal but not things like meth crck anbd heroin

i understand that they are"bad" and really fuck people up but i dont feel the government has any right to tell anyone what kind of food drugs ect they can consume its just not within thier power to do so

so regardless of how bad those drugs are it is still the individuals responsibility to decide whether or not they are going top do it or not

so im just curious how you feel about legalising all drugs across the board

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Can I put in on this?
I know it sounds hypocritical to say legalize weed and in the same breath, but not coke/meth etc. But, I think the big difference between the herb and the chems is that herb users or abusers don't have 500 dollar a day habits and don't rip off their family and friends and anyone else they can scam to support their habit. As someone said, it's like water and food, an absolute necessity.
Further, the majority of us smokers (and I'm talking long term heavy smokers) could stop today, go through a few weeks to a month of feeling a little disjointed (what, no bongs or spliffs this morning?-breaking a social habit), tense and otherwise just 'not right'. But we wouldn't end up a screaming mess or sick to the point of wanting to die.
The herb, for all intents and purposes is harmless in that respect. The chems take you over.

About 7 or 8 years ago, just after she moved out of home, my daughter started to change. She'd always been slightly hyper, but she would have days going at a million mile an hour, then days of deep depression. I broached the subject with my (now ex), but she wouldn't have a bar of it. 'Her daughter wouldn't do *speed*'. I made the point of visiting my daughter and in the course of conversations with her friends, hinted that if my kid was on the wizz, I'd hunt down and kill whoever was supplying her and whoever was encouraging her. I don't know what happened as a result of those yarns, but I do know that a lot of her friends 'moved on'.

Nowadays I know she isn't using. I have no idea for how long she did (she wasn't living at home), but I do have it on good authority that she was heading downhill at a rocketing pace. Something must have frightened shit out of her and she stopped the wizz and stuck with the weed. She used to be a big smoker too, but she's slowed down a lot. She's on anti-depressants (three years now), has had numerous minor breakdowns and has been suicidal in the past. She will be 25 this year and I don't see her enough to know how she is, but I'm hoping she'll be OK. I love her too much to have to see her killed off by chems.