Just need to vent

dirtykidsnation

dirtykidsnation

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Alright, it's about 5 o clock in the morning and I'm sober which I haven't been for about the last 5 months. I'm just sitting here really depressed and needed to vent a bit. I just moved from friends and family with my brother into an apartment so I can go to college and that was a few weeks ago. The shock I guess is finally settling in that it is going to be a while till I see any of them again. Last week my x-gf broke up with me so she could go out with my friend and pot dealer. I introduced them to eachother two days before I left. I'm working at a shitty job thats got me stressing 24/7 when I'm there because I work at a coffee shop and I have to deal with the assholes who don't have their caffiene in them yet or are drunk as fuck late at night and come in acting like assholes. I live with my brother whose can;t keep shit clean if his life depended on it and I'm left to pick up all his messes. I don't mind usually cause I like to pick up during the summer, it keeps me busy but lately it has just gotten out of control. He's out for the 4th and I got stuck here working. I've got no one to talk to. I haven't made any friends down here yet and it seems my friends back where I use to live have already forgotten me except for two and they already have it rough enough. I don't need to trouble them with my problems. I dunno...I guess this is the only place I can go to where someone might listen. I know pathetic. Sorry for posting this depressing shit here...I guess I just needed to put it out there somewhere. I just wish I had something going for me right now...just something happening that happened right for once right now. I dunno...I'll stop now...night all.
 
Charfizcool

Charfizcool

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....If I was gay I'd hug you(I'm not gay though):mrgreen: or if you lived in phoenix I'd chill with you. A good place to meet people is usually at work but idk you might work with dicks:confused:
 
AwesomeDave

AwesomeDave

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dirtykidsnation said:
Alright, it's about 5 o clock in the morning and I'm sober which I haven't been for about the last 5 months. I'm just sitting here really depressed and needed to vent a bit. I just moved from friends and family with my brother into an apartment so I can go to college and that was a few weeks ago. The shock I guess is finally settling in that it is going to be a while till I see any of them again. Last week my x-gf broke up with me so she could go out with my friend and pot dealer. I introduced them to eachother two days before I left. I'm working at a shitty job thats got me stressing 24/7 when I'm there because I work at a coffee shop and I have to deal with the assholes who don't have their caffiene in them yet or are drunk as fuck late at night and come in acting like assholes. I live with my brother whose can;t keep shit clean if his life depended on it and I'm left to pick up all his messes. I don't mind usually cause I like to pick up during the summer, it keeps me busy but lately it has just gotten out of control. He's out for the 4th and I got stuck here working. I've got no one to talk to. I haven't made any friends down here yet and it seems my friends back where I use to live have already forgotten me except for two and they already have it rough enough. I don't need to trouble them with my problems. I dunno...I guess this is the only place I can go to where someone might listen. I know pathetic. Sorry for posting this depressing shit here...I guess I just needed to put it out there somewhere. I just wish I had something going for me right now...just something happening that happened right for once right now. I dunno...I'll stop now...night all.
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you should do what I do when Im feeling a bit blue, get high.....:hump:
a bowl of blueberry should do it.
 
Chiceh

Chiceh

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Sorry to hear you are feeling this way. You could look at this a whole new life starting out though. Put yourself out there to meet new people. I am sure it will get easier to meet people once classes start. :mrgreen::peace:
 
dirtykidsnation

dirtykidsnation

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And I'd love to say where I'm from but you understand the circumstances. Thanks man...I guess I just needed to say something didn't matter if anyone heard it. Thanks for caring guys. you don't even know me and you took the time to post, so seriously, thank you.
Peace:peace:
Dirty Kid

P.S. I'd love to get stoned, but money is tight as hell right now. Can't afford it and even then I have yet to meet anyone here that smokes. I work with some nice people but I dunno man. I have a question for you charfiz, I sent it to your private message box thingy.
 
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Mr Kush

Mr Kush

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Try and stay positive, man. I know it can be hard to do especially in these situations but it does help... Just keep telling yourself all this shit will pass eventually. Find out some ways you can cope best with the stress and everything going on. Maybe do some fun stuff that you like doing to keep your mind off things and keep you happy. Have someone to talk to about what you're going through at the moment, whether it's a close friend, family member or even just releasing what's on your mind on here.

Once you get everything that's bothering you out into the open you start to see new ways to overcome them and sometimes problems can fix themselves because once you let them out it doesn't seem as big of a deal anymore. And like Chiceh said think of this as an opportunity to start out fresh. Sometimes things have to get worse before they start getting better.

Give yourself time and you'll pull through in the end.
 
dirtykidsnation

dirtykidsnation

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Thank you guys so much. I turned here cause I had no where else to turn to and talk to. I don't open up to people much. I could never talk to my family, I don't know why. And my friends, I'm the one who they came to when they needed someone to talk. I was the shoulder people could lean on. But thank you guys seriously. This community is very kind.

Peace:peace:
Dirty Kid
 
dirtykidsnation

dirtykidsnation

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Heh, allergic to dogs and cats. Sorry, but again, thank you for the suggestion. Your a kind person chiceh

Peace:peace:
Dirty Kid
 
dirtykidsnation

dirtykidsnation

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Yes he does thankfully, though not nearly as much as me. I'm a manic depressent already taking pills for it. Before I moved I use to live in cali and I was able to get cheap dank weed easily, here not so much and I don't have the money for it either so yeah. v.v
 
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