Never ceases to amaze me the things people say. Most people who smoke pot talk about Karma, and about peace and love and unity etc. etc., and then in the same breath suggest you go beat the crap out of somebody or burn somebody's building down because you got busted for breaking the law. We're all responsible for our own actions and we have NOBODY to blame but ourselves when we do something we KNOW is illegal and we get busted. Obviously none of us here agree that pot should be outlawed, it's absurd, but it IS the law in most states and most countries, and often times the penalties and ramifications are severe. Suck it up and deal with the consequences whatever they may be (obviously get a good lawyer), and if you believe strongly enough that MJ should be legalized then devote your life to changing the laws. 95% of the people that smoke bitch and moan about it being illegal but do nothing seriously constructive to change anything.
I'm sorry to hear about you getting busted and all of the aftermath that followed, that really sucks and we all feel for you, but someday in the not too distant future (at least in most countries and states) it will be a thing of the past just like prohibition. In the meantime, hopefully someone else will learn a lesson from this. NEVER tell anybody that you're growing, be aware of the consequences for growing or even possession in your state/country, and make sure you're willing to deal with those consequences if you do happen to get caught. If you're not, DON'T DO IT, and if you do get caught for whatever reason, blame nobody but yourself.
Good luck to you man, things will get better, and they can always be worse. Believe me, I know this better than just about anybody.
