Its like I think WAY too much when high!

Whats going on ladies and gents? Just want to ask you guys a question and see if anyone has the same experiences...

I have been noticing when I have been smoking lately its like im starting to get paranoid. Its not paranoid like "fuck, is someone outside" or "better lock all the windows". Its more like I 'think' too much and cant relax like I used to.

Last night for example...Smoked a couple bowls, then chilled out with a joint. Came inside from the garage and jumped on the pc. Before I knew it I was like 'fuck, I been staring at the screen just thinking for 5 min, wtf'. And these thoughts are mainly negative. EG. Im unemployed at the moment so ill start thinking 'shit, I really gotta find a job', then it will branch off to deeper thought like 'havnt got a job, my dole/welfare money is not enough to support my partner and son...My girl is paying the way mostly...Thats not right, the man should do his part...really need a job...I wonder what the in-laws think about this situation...I hope they dont think im lazy and leeching off my girlfriend because im really trying...Do they think that?'

Get where im going with this? Its not just about my work situation...It is about anything...I get into deep thought and its like that thought process branches off in all sorts of directions. Its really hard to describe, as I dont get anxious and its really hard to call it paranoia...My mind is seeming to get the better of me.

Never used to be like this. Been smoking for about 10 years but I had a break a couple years back for about a year. I used to smoke cone after cone after cone and just go about my business. I used to smoke a fat ass joint in the morning before I would go to work, bong in bag for the lunchtime session. These days I get high and my mind takes over. Got alot of shit going on right now in my life. Could that be a part of it?

yep, shit wondering why so many religious nuts think its cool to go with nothing threw life and expecting there to be a safety net when they hit 60. that and wondering why my 3 time dui neighbor is always coming out on his front porch 1 minute after i do, without fail.

ShazMo09 said:

Got alot of shit going on right now in my life. Could that be a part of it?

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Physician, you are on the way to healing thyself.

Take a smoke break ya i know they are hard but takr like a 1 month break or so and try getting a new job or something get more posotive outlooks on life man i know what u mean i get high and think and i love to think but its not always posotive

It sounds like youre anxiety heightening when you smoke.Anxiety stemming from no job,then smoking = really uncomfortable high.Take a break and get some income going, if it includes getting a job so be it.

I am that way when i'm not high.

Like you over analyzin every little thing, important & less important, simple daily things.?? I had a kind of similar experience myself. & it was about EVERYTHING!! & it was a kind of way of trying to find the best possible choice in everything, even in non important matters. But as i said, to me it was when i was not high. Also, i do have anxiety in some level(no professional opinion,i just feel anxiety in certain situations), so i don't know if it's similar in any way. If it's just some bad trips, i don't think you should be worry about it, maybe take a little break & see how that works for you. I believe it's very likely to be what you said, the fact that you have a lot in your mind right now. I believe weed, in someway enlarge our feelings. I have friends who they are really energetic in their daily lives, & when they smoke they are somethin like you describe, they just can't get their asses down. Me from the other hand, i'm the exact opposite. I'm a real boring guy who want to do the less stuff as possible & when i smoke, i'm that thing x100. It's almost impossible to even make me stand up from where i'm seating.

Although, if you see that this interfere with your daily life (sucks you out from your daily routine, change of your usual mood)or you always having those bad trips for a fair amount of time, it will be wise to ask for a professional opinion (imo psychiatrist, they have WAY better training than psychologists as i heard). Don't try to scare you or anything, i'm not talkin about some bad trips, which are very likely to be from the things you have in your mind these days. I'm talkin about seeing changes in your everyday life & even then, it doesn't mean the end of the world.

i do that sometimes when i cant sleep. think about every lil thing. its counter productive. i think u just got to be in the moment and forget the rest.

If racing thoughts burned calories I'd be emaciated, I constantly critique and cross-examine myself, I'm my own worst critic. I'm bipolar and it's a struggle to have a "neutral day". I usually end up counting my own blessings and find there's always people worse off than me. I also have chronic lyme disease ( yes,al-queda has my nervous system) and I haven't been able to taste food since 2009, walking for me is like walking on a water bed, no balance/equilibrium, and a permanent case of Bells Palsy to boot. When I got lyme I had just bought a brand new motorcycle to head to Alaska on, well the bike sat for 2 years before I even got the courage to ride locally. Being bipolar and having lyme really sucks but there will always be those less fortunate than me, so everyday above ground is better than the alternative, at least for me.

Nether Region said:

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is that dirtsurfr at his favorite fishing hole?

playallnite said:

If racing thoughts burned calories I'd be emaciated, I constantly critique and cross-examine myself, I'm my own worst critic. I'm bipolar and it's a struggle to have a "neutral day". I usually end up counting my own blessings and find there's always people worse off than me. I also have chronic lyme disease ( yes,al-queda has my nervous system) and I haven't been able to taste food since 2009, walking for me is like walking on a water bed, no balance/equilibrium, and a permanent case of Bells Palsy to boot. When I got lyme I had just bought a brand new motorcycle to head to Alaska on, well the bike sat for 2 years before I even got the courage to ride locally. Being bipolar and having lyme really sucks but there will always be those less fortunate than me, so everyday above ground is better than the alternative, at least for me.

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Just wanted to say that i really admire people like you. I have a little anxiety & i find it hard & when i see people like you suffering fron similar conditions it's like..WHOA!!
Stay strong & keep fighting.

Probably some underlying mental health condition such as a panic/anxiety disorder being exacerbated/brought up by your marijuana use. Trust me. I have a degree. I cut it out of my cereal box

TPT said:

I believe weed, in someway enlarge our feelings.

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Back in the day we would call it expanding our minds.

I know this is two years ago lmfao, but I read this and related so much. I constantly randomly just have a string of negative thoughts out of no where, staring off at fucking nothing or zoning out when I'm play a game.

Wow, I miss @TPT