That's weird. Whenever I'm stoned, I forget what stress is
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Try an Indica strain... or just something very potent. I really think you'll be relaxed and unable to panic.
I have some major depression issues, which also leads to anti-social behavior... I'll get all like fuck man, what's the point of life. It's just hopeless and pointless, and boy do I suck at it. It runs in my family. SSRIs do work but you have to sacrifice so much; they make me a zombie. I can't smile or laugh at all. I mean, everything is comatose, no exaggeration. It is also
impossible to cry, no matter the reason.
Cannabis fixes that, no joke. I don't mean I get high and forget about it, but even the day after smoking I'm not down at all. The main friend I toke with, who also happens to be my best hookup is out of town until Sunday... so just decided to take a short tolerance break (when he gets back, we're blazing up a shit ton of White Widow). 4 days has been hard as fuck, I feel so god damn down. I mean it's literally a medicine for everything, I was born with no appetite (lucky me?) and there have been times where I haven't eaten a single thing or drunken anything but water in 2-3 days... no joke. I'm a guy, so I'm not anorexic or anything (gross), but I really never feel hungry and often just forget. After blazing up though, everyone likes to munch. When I'm sick, sore, or practically anything lighting up a joint cures most if not all of it.
I don't see how MJ is a depressent. In fact it's not. Alcohol is, but MJ isn't man. MJ makes colors, food and everything better it's not really just a feeling of intoxication. You often even have extra energy when stoned, or get into long conversations jabbering on (more common with the Sativa strains, no doubt). Even if it was, depressants are used to treat panic and anxiety too just so you now.
Well, when Sunday comes life will be good. I'm glad this is cannabis I used, not crack because the only withdraw syntomns I have had are the syntomns present before every discovering weed that it cures. Insomnia, appetite, depression.