Yes us berating and wagging our parental fingers at him for being too young is really going to stop him lol...
I know what i was doing at that age and it was what i wanted to do when i wanted and how i wanted.
the only thing i would say is be careful, your parents will be sooo pissed if they find out, and they will take it
very very seriously. Even though I'm a grower and a smoker I never smoked in front of my kids and I shared my first joint with my son
at 21. Really mate i would suggest not smoking any pot till your 19 and your brain is fully developed as it's still growing and pot aint exactly
something thats good for young brains. but I know you'll do as you please but its my 2 cents. if you do order seeds try a different adress as your folks
will be so concerned as disappointed if they find them. Good luck