dfhrace
Active Member
alright well i have been thinking of joining the national guard for some time now but i just dont know if i can basically pull a 180 with my life. what i mean by that is right now i smoke all day every day...well not any more becasue of the guard...but i go to festivals and all that too i guess you could call me a new age hippie...idk im not a fan of labels. i work part-time and go to school when i can i also have a ton of debt from another college that i went to for a yr but right now im not really paying that much of it becasue i dont really make much. i want to keep going to school and the guard will pay for that and they will pay off my student loans from the other school. but theres the issue of me puffing...its something that i love and i have to give it up for a long long time like 6 yrs (unless i want to take the chance of getting caught and kicked out of the guard) but bud also is what puts me to sleep at night ive tried tons of other stuff but nothing works so thats another issue im having.....
i dont really know why im posting this here ive tried to talk to my friends about this but they really werent any help....i need to do something with my life because the way im living it now just wont work for that much longer
i dont really know why im posting this here ive tried to talk to my friends about this but they really werent any help....i need to do something with my life because the way im living it now just wont work for that much longer