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I've had a girlfriend for over 6 years. I love her to death. But two months ago I fell in love with another girl too and started a second relationship. There are numerous details too long to mention, but today my first girlfriend found out that I've been seeing the second girl and broke up with me. She said she still loved me and would give it time to see if she could forgive me, but right now I'm in a bad place. I'm devestated, and I don't think I've ever felt worse in my life. I'm getting as fucked up as I can tonight. I love this girl. I love both girls. Two shots down, two bowls down and I'm looking for more until I hopefully pass out.
Please don't offer your sympathies, I don't deserve it. Save your kind words for someone who is not a terrible and greedy person. The only reasonI'm posting this is for my own sake, my own sanity. It sort of makes me feel better knowing that other people will read this. I've been leading a double life for too long, and karma will finally take it's toll.
I have no idea what I'm going to do.
Please don't offer your sympathies, I don't deserve it. Save your kind words for someone who is not a terrible and greedy person. The only reasonI'm posting this is for my own sake, my own sanity. It sort of makes me feel better knowing that other people will read this. I've been leading a double life for too long, and karma will finally take it's toll.
I have no idea what I'm going to do.
