Philly_Buddah
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Im hoping some people can give me their take on this.
Around 1-2 years ago I looked a lot of things up and learned things, really mind blowing/crazy things. I learned and felt things that most people wont in their entire lives. I had a lot of experiences during this time that are supernatural or there is no rational explanation for them.
The topics included aliens, dimensions, religion, different realities, holographic universe, the spirit/soul realm, DMT realm, psychedelic trips and where they take you, government conspiracy, all types of conspiracies, underground bases, ghosts, time travel, space, illuminati, meditation, atlantis etc you know everything like that. I was amazed because many of the things I learned not only added up but were very true. I was very interested in this and drawn to this, but I noticed my life and mental health really go downhill.
I believe I opened my third eye and this new world was very cold. I could see through everything and enjoy nothing, I was alone in this world, but even when I was alone I was never truly alone. The average person sees a commercial and doesnt think about it much, I saw the same commercial and saw past it how it was advertising and subliminal messages, I saw who the money was going to and how they were tricking us and keeping us dumb, etc. I found it impossible to go back and do the same simple things I used to, I saw past all of them. I started getting scared, paranoid.
Anyways I stopped going on that stuff months ago, and it seems like little by little Im starting to improve and go back to my old self. Im not as paranoid anymore, I can enjoy things again. So Im just really confused. I thought the truth was good and we were supposed to search for it, but when I did I found it but it wasnt exactly all good. Its real hard trying to go about your life normally when you know what I did. Now its like Im Neo in the matrix, when I know Im in the matrix, but trying to go about life normally because the truth is too hard to take and this is more enjoyable. IDK what to do, but there has to be some people out there who can relate.
Around 1-2 years ago I looked a lot of things up and learned things, really mind blowing/crazy things. I learned and felt things that most people wont in their entire lives. I had a lot of experiences during this time that are supernatural or there is no rational explanation for them.
The topics included aliens, dimensions, religion, different realities, holographic universe, the spirit/soul realm, DMT realm, psychedelic trips and where they take you, government conspiracy, all types of conspiracies, underground bases, ghosts, time travel, space, illuminati, meditation, atlantis etc you know everything like that. I was amazed because many of the things I learned not only added up but were very true. I was very interested in this and drawn to this, but I noticed my life and mental health really go downhill.
I believe I opened my third eye and this new world was very cold. I could see through everything and enjoy nothing, I was alone in this world, but even when I was alone I was never truly alone. The average person sees a commercial and doesnt think about it much, I saw the same commercial and saw past it how it was advertising and subliminal messages, I saw who the money was going to and how they were tricking us and keeping us dumb, etc. I found it impossible to go back and do the same simple things I used to, I saw past all of them. I started getting scared, paranoid.
Anyways I stopped going on that stuff months ago, and it seems like little by little Im starting to improve and go back to my old self. Im not as paranoid anymore, I can enjoy things again. So Im just really confused. I thought the truth was good and we were supposed to search for it, but when I did I found it but it wasnt exactly all good. Its real hard trying to go about your life normally when you know what I did. Now its like Im Neo in the matrix, when I know Im in the matrix, but trying to go about life normally because the truth is too hard to take and this is more enjoyable. IDK what to do, but there has to be some people out there who can relate.