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hi, i had a bad experience on shrooms and i was wondering if it was safe for me to take them again.
Ive been smoking weed for a long time never really tried anything else just smoke and drank all through highschool, i graduated this year and i wanted to try something else during the summer, just to say that I did.
early on in the summer i took like 2.5 grams, for my first trip i figured it wouldnt be too bad. I ended up having a fucking sick night with all my boys we trekked through a forest in the rain and shit it was amazing, the lights all around at night time looked so cool. Smoked lots of weed too and had an amazing night, went home and went to bed. woke up the next morning feeling totally fine.
I had an awesome trip that night, and already i was looking forward to the next time i took them. All summer i waited, and about a week ago i took them again with a friend of mine, did a half quarter this time because 2.5 didnt really make me hallucinate it just made things look different and kind of colorful.
This time it was only me and a friend, the rest of the people around weren't taking them. My mindset wasn't as positive going into this trip as it was when i was going into the first one. I took these shrooms at about 9pm, and around 10:30 they still hadn't kicked in. I was confused because the first time i took them they hit me in like 30 minutes. I was bored, the people i was with were boring me, so some friends dropped by and picked me up, we were going to go to a friends house. The friend who ate the shrooms with me didnt come. So I was alone.
We get to the friends house. The shrooms still hadnt hit me. We get to his back porch, roll up a blunt, his porch is kind of trippy lots of colored lights and he was playing some old school ice cube, a good setting i figured everything seemed fine. We go out back to his trampoline around 11 and the shrooms hit me, i was tripping on the trampoline smoking the blunt trying to act normal like i wasnt on them, because i was the only one tripping, i didnt want to look like a dumbass, you know how shrooms are its hard to focus and talk. i couldnt stop touching my face, and i could feel my heart beating, it felt like it was going faster then usual.
We left the dudes house around midnight, went home, jammed, i wasnt tripping anymore it was the after stage. No colors or anything, everything is just weird. I still hadnt fully come down and i was starting to wonder what was happening. Time goes by and around 2:30 am im still wide awake, to pass the time me and my brother roll another blunt and smoke it to ourselves. He orders a pizza, i take one bite and gag from it. Eating clearly wasnt on my mind i guess. 3:30 and im still up, at this point i can feel my heart racing super fast, the thoughts that went through my mind that night i never want to think again. I still hadnt fully come down, i couldnt even remember what i did during the day that day. I was shaking, twitching convulsing, i was sweating like crazy in my air conditioned house in only boxers. every so often i would stop sweating and start to shiver. My skin was blotchy, and looking at myself in the mirror i felt like i didnt have full control. I couldnt stop moving, if i tried to relax the thoughts just went too fast and i couldnt keep my mind on any one thing. I didnt think i was going to come down.
I ended up sitting in my brothers bed wide awake, at one point i even shed tears because i didnt think i was going to make it. I told my brother not to let anybody drug test me if I died, because drug overdosing wasnt the way i wanted to die. He stayed up with me until 5 am talking to me because i was afraid that if i passed out i wouldnt wake up.
It was just a really bad night, i dont know what happend, was it anxiety, i dont think im allergic, i just want to know what happend, am i going to be ok doing them again? If i couldnt handle 3.5 grams i guess i shouldnt do more then that? Is it my body weight, im 6 feet tall 155, kinda skinny, not the biggest dude.
Any insight as to what happend to me would be nice, i was looking at this site while i was on the bad trip trying to find out what to do and i couldnt find anything.
thanks, any help is appreciated,
concerned stoner.
Ive been smoking weed for a long time never really tried anything else just smoke and drank all through highschool, i graduated this year and i wanted to try something else during the summer, just to say that I did.
early on in the summer i took like 2.5 grams, for my first trip i figured it wouldnt be too bad. I ended up having a fucking sick night with all my boys we trekked through a forest in the rain and shit it was amazing, the lights all around at night time looked so cool. Smoked lots of weed too and had an amazing night, went home and went to bed. woke up the next morning feeling totally fine.
I had an awesome trip that night, and already i was looking forward to the next time i took them. All summer i waited, and about a week ago i took them again with a friend of mine, did a half quarter this time because 2.5 didnt really make me hallucinate it just made things look different and kind of colorful.
This time it was only me and a friend, the rest of the people around weren't taking them. My mindset wasn't as positive going into this trip as it was when i was going into the first one. I took these shrooms at about 9pm, and around 10:30 they still hadn't kicked in. I was confused because the first time i took them they hit me in like 30 minutes. I was bored, the people i was with were boring me, so some friends dropped by and picked me up, we were going to go to a friends house. The friend who ate the shrooms with me didnt come. So I was alone.
We get to the friends house. The shrooms still hadnt hit me. We get to his back porch, roll up a blunt, his porch is kind of trippy lots of colored lights and he was playing some old school ice cube, a good setting i figured everything seemed fine. We go out back to his trampoline around 11 and the shrooms hit me, i was tripping on the trampoline smoking the blunt trying to act normal like i wasnt on them, because i was the only one tripping, i didnt want to look like a dumbass, you know how shrooms are its hard to focus and talk. i couldnt stop touching my face, and i could feel my heart beating, it felt like it was going faster then usual.
We left the dudes house around midnight, went home, jammed, i wasnt tripping anymore it was the after stage. No colors or anything, everything is just weird. I still hadnt fully come down and i was starting to wonder what was happening. Time goes by and around 2:30 am im still wide awake, to pass the time me and my brother roll another blunt and smoke it to ourselves. He orders a pizza, i take one bite and gag from it. Eating clearly wasnt on my mind i guess. 3:30 and im still up, at this point i can feel my heart racing super fast, the thoughts that went through my mind that night i never want to think again. I still hadnt fully come down, i couldnt even remember what i did during the day that day. I was shaking, twitching convulsing, i was sweating like crazy in my air conditioned house in only boxers. every so often i would stop sweating and start to shiver. My skin was blotchy, and looking at myself in the mirror i felt like i didnt have full control. I couldnt stop moving, if i tried to relax the thoughts just went too fast and i couldnt keep my mind on any one thing. I didnt think i was going to come down.
I ended up sitting in my brothers bed wide awake, at one point i even shed tears because i didnt think i was going to make it. I told my brother not to let anybody drug test me if I died, because drug overdosing wasnt the way i wanted to die. He stayed up with me until 5 am talking to me because i was afraid that if i passed out i wouldnt wake up.
It was just a really bad night, i dont know what happend, was it anxiety, i dont think im allergic, i just want to know what happend, am i going to be ok doing them again? If i couldnt handle 3.5 grams i guess i shouldnt do more then that? Is it my body weight, im 6 feet tall 155, kinda skinny, not the biggest dude.
Any insight as to what happend to me would be nice, i was looking at this site while i was on the bad trip trying to find out what to do and i couldnt find anything.
thanks, any help is appreciated,
concerned stoner.
