Fuck Me, Fuck You! A Narcissism Thread

[Metasynth]

Fuck! So mini split ductless bullshit, fucking 800 dollars for 12000 btu's? Motherfuckers! Closed system. So they deleted the aquarium thread, the corals just almost got deleted from existence. Fucking circuit tripped, came home to darkness.

What the hell, working for a living sucks balls. Who's fucking built for this shit...I have dreams, goals, but I'm fucking backpedaling with debt and bills. This system is designed to hold you down, unless you're lucky enough to be part of the 1%. Well fuck that bullshit, I have the drive, intelligence, and desire...I'm tired of this fucking fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck!

What the hell is wrong with people? Go back to your fucking smartphones and instagram, I'm gonna go for a walk in the park...
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Ok...I feel a little better, more coming!

 

[Metasynth]

What?! Weed kills your motivation? My girlfriend has no goals, no drive...She tests video games for work, and it's pretty much a dead end job. Before that, she worked at a bookstore for like 5 years, and actually got DEMOTED, but kept working there anyway...I tease her that she's gonna end up working the checkout line at the supermarket when she's 45, but I don't think that would bother her...How can you NOT have the desire to better yourself, to move forward in life?

It's all about forward progress...I smoked weed and didn't do shit with my life for like 10 years, I know what that shit is like! So I make the conscious decision to keep myself motivated, keep moving forward and making progress in life. It's been working out, but it seems like everyone I surround myself with is stuck in the same damn rut, just floundering. How am I supposed to pull myself out of the mudd and continue working towards my goals in life, when everyone is just wallowing around, pulling their pud?

That shit is fucking stupid, if you want something, work towards it. If you're happy with mediocrity, then welcome to the rest of the 99%...I'm not content with that fate...

 

[Metasynth]

I mean, seriously...People are so fucking shitty...I understand you have to have your own interests at heart, but at what expense? Are you so quick to burn your friends and family to get ahead, willing to throw others under the bus to temporarily satiate your desires? Naw, fuck that bullshit...Really? In the words of Bill and Ted...Be Excellent to Each Other, and Party On, Dudes! WHat the fuck, you can't just treat other people with respect, instead your too damn important to worrry about the effect you have on others? This world is fucked up enough already, and so is this self-important attitude that doesn't even take the time to show kindness to fellow human beings.

Open a fucking door once in a while...Tell a stranger "Bless You" when they sneeze...Quit being so fucking cold!

 

[april]

On my 30th bday, well a few days later i packed my shit, drove 3000km and 2 months later i'm 1 month into my new job, which i luv and will soon have my own place again, luv ur women lacks motivation, people need to want to achieve goals, but first they must make some. If u don't like her lifestyle tell her so. I needed a change and found one

 

[Metasynth]

And lets just get this straight...There's a huge fucking difference between not caring about what someone thinks about you, and not caring about them as a human being. You don't have to give a fuck about what they think about you, but just realize you're not more important than them...

Yeah...Fuck me? Fuck you!

 

[Metasynth]

On my 30th bday, well a few days later i packed my shit, drove 3000km and 2 months later i'm 1 month into my new job, which i luv and will soon have my own place again, luv ur women lacks motivation, people need to want to achieve goals, but first they must make some. If u don't like her lifestyle tell her so. I needed a change and found one

Haha...I don't need change, I command my own destiny. I'm just sick of people having expectations and doing nothing to accomplish their goal...I'm thinking I'd rather be alone than surround myself with a bunch of unmotivated potheads...And I smoke more than them, and am the only one that grows, as well.


I have love for you, April, you strike me as a real human being.

 

[lokie]

Life sucks then ya die.

I can feel your pain friend. My wife and I have just opened a new business. Opened to the public
on Tue. last week. I have found there are a lot of folks out there with a "oh ok, i'll get too it when ever" attitude.

If I would have had those feelings when I worked the corporate grind I surely would never have had
what it takes to get a business started.

RAGE AGAINST THE MACHINE!

 

[Metasynth]

And yeah, by "I don't need change", I just mean than I work for what I want/need, and then I get it. If I set my sights on something, I rarely fail to acheieve those goals.

To be honest, I'm just a little manic tonight, and I needed an outlet...I didn't actually think anyone was listening.

All this as I sit here listening to cheesy trance that I used to listen to when I was 14...Here we are 15 years later, new music still can't evoke the same emotions, so I listen to the worst techno I can find....And I'm fucking in love with it.

 

[Metasynth]

Life sucks then ya die.

I can feel your pain friend. My wife and I have just opened a new business. Opened to the public
on Tue. last week. I have found there are a lot of folks out there with a "oh ok, i'll get too it when ever" attitude.

If I would have had those feelings when I worked the corporate grind I surely would never have had
what it takes to get a business started.

RAGE AGAINST THE MACHINE!

I'm with you, brother! Congrats to you on opening a new business! You just gotta want something bad enough, and be willing to word hard enough. Don't get me wrong, the world needs worker bee's, I'm just not cut out to be one of them...










I prefer to think of myself as a bit of a Queen.

 

[Metasynth]

Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck! I don't wanna wake up and serve rich people Prime Rib and Roast Lamb...

I just gotta keep telling myself, it's only for a little while longer




I owe the dentist like a pound...Well, $2000, so maybe a little less than a lb., but FUCK! I wish I had brushed my teeth more as a kid...

 

[Metasynth]

Yeeeeah bitches...Alice DeeJay, what now? How fucking lame am I? I can't believe they released Better Off Alone in 1998...I feel old.


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Ya'll ever heard of "The Cynic Project"?


That's another thing I miss! Banging outdoor underground raves...Maybe 200 people, drive 3 hours to the middle of nowhere and party till the sun rises!!!!!!!!!!! Fuck, I wanna cry. I KNOW I'm not too old for that shit!

 

[Metasynth]

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Right? Pretty bad, huh?

 

[Tenner]

Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck! I don't wanna wake up and serve rich people Prime Rib and Roast Lamb...

I just gotta keep telling myself, it's only for a little while longer




I owe the dentist like a pound...Well, $2000, so maybe a little less than a lb., but FUCK! I wish I had brushed my teeth more as a kid...

I wish I brushed my teeth too. Fuck teeth (ouch!!) and fuck dentistry expenses!! Fuck my parents for not forcing me to brush my teeth and letting me drink coca cola every night!!

 

[Metasynth]

I wish I brushed my teeth too. Fuck teeth (ouch!!) and fuck dentistry expenses!! Fuck my parents for not forcing me to brush my teeth and letting me drink coca cola every night!!

Fuck, right? How the hell are they gonna charge 1000 bucks for a crown...Damnit@!


I don't blame my parents, I think they tried, I was just a little shit when I was a kid...It took me believeing 100% that I was going to die to get me to change my ways, and every now and then I need to remind myself not to be such a sycophant.

 

[Metasynth]

Hey, let thatg be a lesson to all you 18-20somethings out there...Brush your fucking teeth, if for no other reason, than to prevent yourself the financial burden down the road.

 

[Metasynth]

Fuck, they bumped the Help FDD thread, and now I'm pissed again...Seriously, we're gonna waste money by putting good, innocent people behind bars?

And I have much love for FDD, and my thoughts are with him and his family...But what about KMK and his girl? Shit, that's fucking driving me crazy...I can't believe this bullshit. I'm not particuarly articulate right now, as I'm not in a right state of mind, so lots of pointless cursing.

 

[psari]

Right? Pretty bad, huh?

Why? Does this not evoke emotion and a sense of well being for you? It does for me. Even us old farts with far too many times chasing Alice appreciate even enjoy some of the campiest of this stuff ... still.

Heck, even some of the oddball dubstep can be have its place with the right day/time/colors/bass/strain ...


Nostalgia is a bitch though. Each year those raves will become something they aren't in your mind on the alter of fondness. Like so many Dead Shows for far too many. On point, one of my favorite shows was filled with strife and stress of people and all the drama that comes with too large a caravan. The show though was special. Maybe because of all the rest or maybe not. But I prefer my fond memory of the sensation the show gives me. Santana and Jerry on the same stage was wonderful. Magical even in some strange way. All the rest was just like any other 9-5 day, which I would love to forget but alas its tied to the happy.


Nice vent though. Motivation or constant state of envy? I find far too many people who simply live a life of endless debt chasing the dream of their Malibu beach house. They seem successful and very motivated. End of the day, they are really just as hollow chasing their rainbow.

Not saying one should settle. Simply the goalpost of the motivation one seeks should not be the 1% line. You can be pretty darn happy well below their lifestyle. And if you cant, look deeper into what really makes for security and shelter in this world you dwell.


(Rambling. Darn techno/trance does that to me ...)

Cheers,

 

[Metasynth]

Why? Does this not evoke emotion and a sense of well being for you? It does for me. Even us old farts with far too many times chasing Alice appreciate even some of the campiest of this stuff ... still.

Heck, even some of the oddball dubstep can be have its place with the right day/time/colors/bass/strain ...


Nostalgia is a bitch though. Each year those raves will become something they aren't in your mind on the alter of fondness. Like so many Dead Shows for far too many. On point, one of my favorite shows with strive with stress of people and all the drama that comes with too large a caravan. The show though was special. Maybe because of all the rest or maybe not. But I prefer my fond memory of the sensation the show gives me. Santana and Jerry on the same stage was wonderful. Magical even in some strange way. All the rest was just like any other 9-5 day, which I would love to forget but alas its tied to the happy.


Nice vent though. Motivation or constant state of envy? I find far too many people who simply live a life of endless debt chasing the dream of their Malibu beach house. They seem successful and very motivated. End of the day, they are really just as hollow chasing their rainbow.

Not saying one should settle. Simply the goalpost of the motivation one seeks should not be the 1% line. You can be pretty darn happy well below their lifestyle. And if you cant, look deeper into what really makes for security and shelter in this world you dwell.


(Rambling. Darn techno/trance does that to me ...)

Cheers,

Ha! We should share a jay. Very poinant statement. For starters, I live about 5 minutes from Malibu. It's really not all that it's cracked up to be. To be honest, I solely want monetary success to be able to fufill my true goals, and some how change the world for the better. To make a difference that can be felt in a positive way around the globe. I jusst figure having an unimaginably large sum of money would aid in my pursuit. But I'm one that utilizes opportunity when it presents itself, so who knows for sure.

 

[psari]

Some of the poorest people in the history have made the largest changes ... just stating that if your goal is change, the wealth may or may not be the key to making that happen. Often what you do in obtaining wealth will hamstring most of the altruistic good that may come from it.

Yeah, the inside of my head looks like a ying-yang symbol. While I may rage against the machine, I dont forget there is a mountain top out there where all that simply fades away ...


*shrug* Tomorrow brings new colors and tastes. Hope you find the rose colored glasses that will fit us all. (crap, now I sound like a fortune cookie)

 

[Metasynth]

Yeah, I like you. Also, like I said, no need for wealth if the opportunity presents itself. The goal in itself is to be excellent to my fellow man/woman, and infectiously create some sort of sense of a reconnected humanity.

Right now, it'd be nice not having to work for a living.