HOLY SHIT ANC .....
you read my mind....
i never really told anyone about my experience with salvia when i got a clear picture of what was happening.....
but this is just as good of a time to tell people
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Okay so the last salvia experience i had.... really shook me to the core. Not scared just really profoundly astonishing.
The reason it was so profound was because the first 2-3 times i had worked up the machismo to give this tool a shot,
I didnt have as much of a introspective experience as i wanted...
This is where the reverse tolerance comes in... at the time i was oblivious of this.....
So i go ahead and call my best freind who be named T for these purposes.
T always is my sitter, ive known him all my life and he knows me like the back of his hand, this is why he is always my sitter.
So we head to the catwalk... A description of cat walk for setting purposes is a abandoned light house on the bank of a river ,
not a soul for miles only me T and diviners sage.
Ill take a second to skip the smoking part as really ... we all know how to smoke.. so im taking you to 2 seconds after i put the bowl down.
As of this point i was sitting indian style on the ground , T 5 feet to the left of me observing me.
My first rush of sensation was that my tactile sensory input went offf the walll.. and not in a good way..
i was sitting on gravel sitting on concrete... this seat was pleasent to me at the start but then began to feel as if i was sitting on little round razers
not real razers just my tactile sense BLEW OUTA controll, i was begining to get really uncomfurtable with the razer feeling so i attemped to
straighten my legs out from a indian sitting position and then pulling my self up to sit up on one of the concrete foundation blocks.
as i was doing this.... i noticed something like white noise in my peripheral vision closing in .. soi sat right back down but the problem is
my tactile sensation was growing it is overstimulation so i had to imediatley stand up and back up and sit down on the concrete block
(at this point mentally i was 30 min - a hour into this experience when actually its been maybe 1min as to T's description of my actions)
Now when i sat down... i lost ALLL connection to the current reality i was in the white noise was seeping in a tunnel vision like way
and then it stoped i was engulfed in this white void and staring back at the catwalk seen in the small little window i had..
so i decided i should try and look aroiund and see if my vision was actually just really really screwed or if i had really broke through
well i look to the left and just get washed over by this pulsating white noise ( i can even remember the distince pulse like a large rotary fan slowly spining)
a wuh wuh wuh wuh noise.... so i recenter my head to the dismay that i lost the catwalk its no longer in my site just a distant thought... at this point
i started to feel as if my body was being draged up word through a kinked tube that was infinitly long and infinitly thin i felt as if i was a peice of paper...
this being really overwelming i felt a little panicd and started to try and recordinated my self with reality.. now this is where i feel REALLY strongly with what anc
said about the time travel machine... I managed to "peice by peice" my self into whati thought was my reality (by peice by peice i meant i felt like a collection of
puzzle peices reforming there selves into reality.) well this is where it getts really weird... I am me... 5 years ago in college... and im in the forest on the side of the campus...
now the reason this is significant was this was the first time i tried salvia i litteratly went 5 years back and could experience that very scene with all my friends and such of my first
salvia experience and i began to almost feel like the past 5 years have been a salvia trip and im waking up from it finally now type of thing... well afterwhat felt like a eternity of this
mind blowing experience i was having living the past REALLY LIVING it i felt a TUG a strong JERK at the back of my neck / head when this happened i began to puzzle peice
my self out of this reality and back into the pulsating white void... white noise everywhere i just let this white noise take me where it has to as i felt fighting it wouldnt end well...
after relising that i was being deposited back at the catwalk i tried ot see if icould control my limbs' i felt more dissociated from my body ever... but i was comming back in
i slowly returned to base line with nothign but a mild body hangover feeling
i Turned to T at this point and asked him what time is it.... he said... 7min and 36 seconds from the last hit you took...
i experience enough in 7 min and 36 seconds that a scholar would tkae a life time to write about...
this is why i felt so strongly about what anc said
edit ps, As if i had stumbled upon something i shouldnt of
