so recently i got this problem that everytime i smoke sour D i become really quiet, anti social, and just wanna go home. i just get bored and cant focus on anything.. its really embarassing because my friends would talk to me for 20 minutes and wonder wtf is wrong with me.. then i go home high worrying about if its really just the weed or if im really just anti social.. like i never used to feel this way back awhile ago when i used to smoke.. maybe its the strain? it also happens to me with purple kush. not sure if its just weed in general thats doing this to me..
also i do have ADD but marijuana is supposed to help with that and for me it actually makes it worse. i was fine holding up a conversation until i hit that blunt a few times. i literally couldnt pay attention to shit and im pretty angry and sad at the same time because i used to really love weed and its medical value isnt working for me at all. now its like i cant smoke it without making a fool of myself even at home, it makes me so paranoid now.
also i do have ADD but marijuana is supposed to help with that and for me it actually makes it worse. i was fine holding up a conversation until i hit that blunt a few times. i literally couldnt pay attention to shit and im pretty angry and sad at the same time because i used to really love weed and its medical value isnt working for me at all. now its like i cant smoke it without making a fool of myself even at home, it makes me so paranoid now.