qptyqpty
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I dont do this very often, because I usually research anything I am interested in knowing about, however, I need human involvement this time. So, being high, lets see what I can come up with on the spot.
Times are uncertain. Economically, Environmentally, Politically, Psychologically... yeah, you know what I am talking about. I have kept my head in research for the last 3-5 years on current events, geology, astronomy, politics, trade markets, peak oil, space research, government spending, unemployment, et al... it is all leading downward, and it gets more rapid every day. I am meagerly prepared as far as equipment and stores go, but both my significant other and I have valuable survival skills which others in my area most likely do not have. Most valuable of course, is the knowledge of the surrounding 30 counties topographical features, where there are some caves, fresh water far from the polluting cities... I have spent years hiking and traveling my area for fun and fitness, and now possibly survival.
I am a doomer. Unfortunately, God gave me a brain to think with, and there was a point I asked, as a belligerent young man, for truth, knowledge, and understanding of everything around me; that which is connected through Kymatica and those connected spiritually. Damn I got a lot more than I bargained for, because I find my old self being completely replaced with a truly understanding person. I thirst for knowledge and wisdom, and for that is the definition of a Philosopher, as according to Plato. As defined by Princeton: philosophy - the rational investigation of questions about existence and knowledge and ethics. Interesting. So therefore, I am most assuredly a philosopher.
Too bad these days that doesnt amount to a hill of beans. I talk to people, it is my strong point. I am able to get difficult points across in an easy to understand manner. I can explain, even to stoned pot-heads how particular items work, such as a photovoltaic cell, or a magneto. I can line up pvc in my head rather quickly, rough cut, and have a finished fit for my plants, no problem. I taught myself algebra in 2 weekends. I can absorb information like a sham-wow. I can disseminate it like the Sirens of Odysseus.
But here is the thing.... its a battle between my Altruist and Egoist sides. You see, I have the innate ability to fully analyze my past and present in all its glorious detail. I know that I have a dominant Egoist side given to me by my fathers entire side of the family. The very first thing that is important to me is ME. ME includes myself, my immediate family, and whatever I deem important. If a friend is with me at the time, that counts as ME. As far as personally, I dont give a flying fuck about anyone else's existence, except how they can benefit my continued survival. Through bartering, market-purchasing, stealing, full out assaulting, whatever the case may be when we are outside the wire, teotwawki type environment, whatever it takes for my survival is the name of the game.
Be Polite, Be Professional, But Be Prepared To Kill.
Then I have the Altruist side of me. I care too much about people. When I was a kid my dad didnt always give me lunch money, but when I did have lunch money I usually gave it to the kids who couldnt afford a lunch ever. We didnt have a free lunch program then. I served in the military because I felt I was headed in a wrong direction in life, and so I could be a part of something better. I have volunteered for many organizations throughout my life. I have donated blood and plasma regularly (til last time I went to Europe), and I even donate money on my electric bill for those who need assistance. Im not bragging, I just want you to see the two opposing sides of me.
I have been a modern age Paul Revere here lately, and I am starting to see red-flags popping up more each day. Im not in GTFO mode, but there is some alarming shit going on. One that makes me start this thread, the fact that I like talking to people, and after 3 years of babbling to belligerent people who refuse to believe hard data, FINALLY it is almost like 9 out of 10 people understand what is going on, do not like it, agree with me, yet still do nothing. I give people a lot of information, with the hopes that I have planted a seed. Whether or not they take root, I have never really cared. If they are truly inquisitive and want to make a difference, they WILL seek and find the truth and they might make a difference. I expect that only 1 in 100 actually does anything.
With the battle swinging like a pendulum to either side, back and forth, I remain mostly in the middle of the vertex. I am altruist to the extent that I will always want to help others and sacrifice my comfort or needs for others, but if it were between "me and you" I will ALWAYS choose ME.
I am at the point where I have decided I might no longer post on the internet, or speak openly about anything because though it feels good to tell people about the shit that is about to hit them, they most likely wont do shit, and for lack of a better word they are competitors. Know what I mean?
Its been good knowing civilized society, but when the bands of Honesty, Justice, and Personal Freedom come off this casket, the whole rotten, slimy contents are going to burst out under pressure.
What do I do? Security tells me to shut the hell up, too bad for everyone else, they should have listened. Courage tells me I can still do something, no matter how futile. Wisdom tells me to shut up, be content in my obscurity. Ambition tells me to try local politics (and have support) But sense tells me theres not enough time left.
So, being that I try to be for the people, I might ask this (in several places mind you, not just here) of the people...
Should I continue giving people information whether they take heed or not, or should I keep to myself and go on?
Times are uncertain. Economically, Environmentally, Politically, Psychologically... yeah, you know what I am talking about. I have kept my head in research for the last 3-5 years on current events, geology, astronomy, politics, trade markets, peak oil, space research, government spending, unemployment, et al... it is all leading downward, and it gets more rapid every day. I am meagerly prepared as far as equipment and stores go, but both my significant other and I have valuable survival skills which others in my area most likely do not have. Most valuable of course, is the knowledge of the surrounding 30 counties topographical features, where there are some caves, fresh water far from the polluting cities... I have spent years hiking and traveling my area for fun and fitness, and now possibly survival.
I am a doomer. Unfortunately, God gave me a brain to think with, and there was a point I asked, as a belligerent young man, for truth, knowledge, and understanding of everything around me; that which is connected through Kymatica and those connected spiritually. Damn I got a lot more than I bargained for, because I find my old self being completely replaced with a truly understanding person. I thirst for knowledge and wisdom, and for that is the definition of a Philosopher, as according to Plato. As defined by Princeton: philosophy - the rational investigation of questions about existence and knowledge and ethics. Interesting. So therefore, I am most assuredly a philosopher.
Too bad these days that doesnt amount to a hill of beans. I talk to people, it is my strong point. I am able to get difficult points across in an easy to understand manner. I can explain, even to stoned pot-heads how particular items work, such as a photovoltaic cell, or a magneto. I can line up pvc in my head rather quickly, rough cut, and have a finished fit for my plants, no problem. I taught myself algebra in 2 weekends. I can absorb information like a sham-wow. I can disseminate it like the Sirens of Odysseus.
But here is the thing.... its a battle between my Altruist and Egoist sides. You see, I have the innate ability to fully analyze my past and present in all its glorious detail. I know that I have a dominant Egoist side given to me by my fathers entire side of the family. The very first thing that is important to me is ME. ME includes myself, my immediate family, and whatever I deem important. If a friend is with me at the time, that counts as ME. As far as personally, I dont give a flying fuck about anyone else's existence, except how they can benefit my continued survival. Through bartering, market-purchasing, stealing, full out assaulting, whatever the case may be when we are outside the wire, teotwawki type environment, whatever it takes for my survival is the name of the game.
Be Polite, Be Professional, But Be Prepared To Kill.
Then I have the Altruist side of me. I care too much about people. When I was a kid my dad didnt always give me lunch money, but when I did have lunch money I usually gave it to the kids who couldnt afford a lunch ever. We didnt have a free lunch program then. I served in the military because I felt I was headed in a wrong direction in life, and so I could be a part of something better. I have volunteered for many organizations throughout my life. I have donated blood and plasma regularly (til last time I went to Europe), and I even donate money on my electric bill for those who need assistance. Im not bragging, I just want you to see the two opposing sides of me.
I have been a modern age Paul Revere here lately, and I am starting to see red-flags popping up more each day. Im not in GTFO mode, but there is some alarming shit going on. One that makes me start this thread, the fact that I like talking to people, and after 3 years of babbling to belligerent people who refuse to believe hard data, FINALLY it is almost like 9 out of 10 people understand what is going on, do not like it, agree with me, yet still do nothing. I give people a lot of information, with the hopes that I have planted a seed. Whether or not they take root, I have never really cared. If they are truly inquisitive and want to make a difference, they WILL seek and find the truth and they might make a difference. I expect that only 1 in 100 actually does anything.
With the battle swinging like a pendulum to either side, back and forth, I remain mostly in the middle of the vertex. I am altruist to the extent that I will always want to help others and sacrifice my comfort or needs for others, but if it were between "me and you" I will ALWAYS choose ME.
I am at the point where I have decided I might no longer post on the internet, or speak openly about anything because though it feels good to tell people about the shit that is about to hit them, they most likely wont do shit, and for lack of a better word they are competitors. Know what I mean?
Its been good knowing civilized society, but when the bands of Honesty, Justice, and Personal Freedom come off this casket, the whole rotten, slimy contents are going to burst out under pressure.
What do I do? Security tells me to shut the hell up, too bad for everyone else, they should have listened. Courage tells me I can still do something, no matter how futile. Wisdom tells me to shut up, be content in my obscurity. Ambition tells me to try local politics (and have support) But sense tells me theres not enough time left.
So, being that I try to be for the people, I might ask this (in several places mind you, not just here) of the people...
Should I continue giving people information whether they take heed or not, or should I keep to myself and go on?
