Drowning in alcohol... I know I know this is toke n talk but...

O.k. So, I've been off my depression meds for about a month now and I can't even smoke weed on a regular basis to help. Been drinking more recently, think I'm drowning my feelings away with booze.

is it possible to get back on meds? drinking is just going to make you feel more depressed most likely. do you have access to counseling?

I really don't like taking pills and I don't have the money for that.

booze is expensive and is a depressant

UncleBuck said:

is it possible to get back on meds? drinking is just going to make you feel more depressed most likely. do you have access to counseling?

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Just a question, you don't have to answer, what do you do for a living and how old are you?

robert 14617 said:

booze is expensive and is a depressant

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I know! I'd way rather waste my money on weed but I'm on probation.

Just a question, you don't have to answer, what do you do for a living and how old are you?

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that response was from my wife, a 25 year old practicing psychologist.

she says if you don't like taking pills and/or can't afford them to seek therapy from a local community center that offers service on a sliding scale, such as a university or religiously funded organization.

I'd start takeing DMT or ayauascha to get the number of serotonin receptors up... still the best anti-depressant I found.

anc you've been self medicating for years

ANC said:

I'd start takeing DMT or ayauascha to get the number of serotonin receptors up... still the best anti-depressant I found.

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Wasn't that stuff referenced on Weeds? I'm not sure where or how to make that, I googled it but still not sure.

get some K2 or Spice.its legal and no 1 tests for it period.i read about it in high times and it doesnt seem bad.different experiences from person to person.but definently gets you high.just dont smoke to much.ive never tried it but this dude i know on probation uses it and hes some what happy.

DMT is crazy man.i have tried that.i was alreayd on shrooms and took a GIANT GB rip of it.holy fucking shit.hardest most intense thing/feeling/thought ever.

K2 is definitely different from person to person. I don't get anything from it, like the equivalent of smoking early grey tea leaves...but one of my buddies smokes it because he's on probation (they're making a killing on the probationers haha) and he swears he gets super high from it.

oOBe RyeOo said:

I know! I'd way rather waste my money on weed but I'm on probation.

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Damn that sucks..If you dont mind me asking how long do you have left?Are you on the kiosk machine?
I was on probation for 3 years and i smoked weed the whole time.Im not recommending you do so but i passed every urine test with water.I would drink as much out of a gallon of water as i can the night before and the day of.Worked everytime for me..

k2 and all that spice shit if fucking nasty it has put people in the hospital. Sux that you cant smoke I can sympathies with trying booze as a sub for weed you should try some good old xanex just don't mix that shit with the booze that's a bad idea how long is ur pro b and for what?

I feel ya man, i am in the same boat. no money for weed, anti-depressants, or counseling. it sucks when you are forced to replace a harmless plant with alcohol, all i can say is fight it, fight it as long as you can, once you get started it is a slippery slope. Being the child of an alcoholic mother and father i have seen the depts that Alcohol addiction can take a person and it's not fun.

I only have 2 months left, been on for 10 months. I've smoked k2 a couple times but it gets me super high for 30min then I have a headache. I've smoked week a few times like right after my probation meetings. Just have to wait.

oOBe RyeOo said:

I only have 2 months left, been on for 10 months. I've smoked k2 a couple times but it gets me super high for 30min then I have a headache. I've smoked week a few times like right after my probation meetings. Just have to wait.

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2 months left man just save your money you will be fine after 8 weeks.Good luck.

I ended up drinking alot because of probation, excactly cuz of the reasons everyone else has mentioned, I used it to replace weed, cuz you can pass a piss test if all your doing is alcohole. Yea eventualy probation ended and had had a bag ready to smoke and everything was great for a couple yrs or whatever. but one day I got isolated from the rest of the world, lost all my "contacts" not that I even give a shit about those scumfucks and here I am again back on the booze. Its gotten to point where its not only too much trouble to ask random strangers and stuff, but its also very dangerous in these tough economic times, people are desperate, and would think nothing at all ripping some one off, you should consider yourself lucky if you even have a hook up regardless of what absurd price he decides to charge.

of course I'm a guy who lives in a completely fucked state, that dosn't have the Luxury of medical use. But yea I feel for ya man, its fucked up thing when your forced into 1 - 3 very dangerous drugs to replace a rather harmless one. I'm the product of forced rehab, turning weed smokers into alcoholics is what they do best you really don't wanna turn out like me.