Dr. Greenhorn's Garden Isle Grow

doctorD

doctorD

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Wow doc thats a hard situation. I do agree the card is wirth very little. Hell the laws are imposable to comply with. How can I stay under the 3oz limit but be able to have 7 plants? I get 3oz from one plant. so what I guess I just make cookies or something with the rest?
 
Katatawnic

Katatawnic

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Dr. Greenhorn said:
Just a little rant....

It's funny how people put soo much faith in a little piece of "blue paper" here in HI.... I can tell you right now being a mary med patient here in HI means jackshit!!!! How do I come to that conclusion???? Well, last year my boys mom got into some trouble, so CPS took the boys away from her. I went to get my kids. They, CPS, made me take a piss test. For what, I don't know, I did nothing wrong. When results came back, I tested positive for marijuana. I have the Mary med card. They didn't give a rats ass about it!!!! They took the kids away from me and told me I was an endangerment to my children!!! WTF? The most fucked up thing about it is they gave my boys back to the mother, who was the one who got us in this mess in the first place! Till thus very day,the only way I can see my 2 boys is through supervised visits!!! Talk about the system being fucked up! And I said this before, we are registering with narcotics enforcement division,,, I would have never gotten my card if I knew all this before hand...

End of rant....... So moral of story, Fuck the System
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I wish I could say this is surprising, but sadly it's not. I would have started growing sooner, but my younger son was still a minor, and had been into some trouble of his own... trouble for which I was paying the highest price, given the most scrutiny... of course the parents are always to blame. :roll: I wasn't going to risk being accused of being a "bad example" to my kid, much less a danger. MMJ status or not. Now that both of my kids are legally adults, I only have to worry about myself, and of course anyone living with me. But not the "welfare" of my children perceived by others who don't know a thing about me or how I raised my kids.

In 1995, I was in a severe bipolar relapse, and was nonfunctionally depressed. So I voluntarily checked into a psyche ward, in the hopes of getting some help... I was much more concerned for my boys than I was for myself, and knew that I had to get some help in order to be able to give them the care they needed. I went in there completely lucid and more than cooperative. The hospital's psyche doc decided to put me on a myriad of meds, to which I had an extreme paradoxical reaction (which is purported to be quite common with bipolars). I flew from depression to full-blown mania within hours. I quickly became angry and paranoid, soley due to the meds with which they'd snowed me... I'd never been in a state like that before. My mom and my own psyche doc kept getting on the hospital's staff, insisting that this wasn't me... it was the meds, and they needed to take me off of them immediately. Of course they didn't, because they knew me better than I, my family, and my own pdoc did. :roll: Eight days into this hell, my pdoc signed me out of there AMA. The social worker on staff there took it upon herself to decide that I was a danger to my boys, and informed my mom (who was caring for them during this) that if they went home with me, CPS would be coming to my house to take them away and put them in foster care, and that my mom be smart to just keep them with her, because "possession is 9/10 of the law" and all that jazz. (My uncle and his kids lived with my mom, and she'd have had hell getting my boys out of the system because her brother lived with her and might molest my boys, dontcha know.) My mom raised my boys for the next five years... never mind that when I got out of there, my pdoc took me off of those meds and got me back to myself in no time... in remission and more than able to take great care of myself and my sons. I went into the hospital in order to be the best mom I could be for my kids, and my kids were taken away from me for it. After five years of this, we went to court to make me their legal guardian again... my mom was the one telling the court what B.S. it all was, and that my boys belonged with their mom, not their grandma.

I learned when I was 24 yrs. old not to trust the system. If I'd been a hooker working the nastiest streets thinkable to support my ability to jam a needle in my arm several times a day while leaving my kids alone in some moldy so-called home, my kids would have been given back to me within a month or so of testing clean... all in the name of keeping families together, while they simultaneously tear apart families that are far from dangers to the children. My older son went through severe abandonment issues for years which resulted in him being extremely angry at me, and our relationship suffered for it. It's only been the last six months or so that he's started letting himself get close to me a bit, and still it's only a bit. After my ex-husband being deployed to Iraq in 1990/91 and our subsequent divorce, what CPS did was the last straw for my son, and he hasn't been able to trust that people will stay in his life since. Meanwhile, I went through years of guilt, believing that I indeed must have been a "bad" mother, and feeling myself that I'd abandoned my kids... never mind that I was there 5-4 days of the week, and had complete "control" over the decision making on their behalf, etc. (My mom was just as pissed about this as me; they physically lived with her, but she saw to it that I was the "main" parent as much as possible.)

This is how CPS "saved" two kids from having troubled childhoods. Yet another CPS Success Story. :cuss:

This is why I never dreamed of growing before my younger son was legally an adult. If CPS would take my kids away because I had a severe reaction to medication, there's no way my family would have been safe with me growing my own medication. As it is, T can't be a cop because I'm growing, MMJ status or not. It's a "conflict of interest" for him. I told him I'd stop growing so that he isn't stuck in a dead-end career that doesn't pay enough even with the crazy over time he does, but he has insisted that I'm not to stop... my ability to have some pain relief is more important to him, and he refuses to give in to the bullshit hypocrisy. He always wanted to be a cop in order to help people, but he's come to see that he'd be catering to a bullshit system instead.

OK, you got me ranting now! :lol:
 
Dr. Greenhorn

Dr. Greenhorn

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sorry to hear you got screwed over by CPS and the system Kat, I really feel for you....

fuck the system! babylon shall fall, Rasta will Rise!!
I don't come to bow, I come to conquer,,,
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Jah Live!
 
DST

DST

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Peace to all, (Kat and Dr G especially), parents who want to be with their kids and can't (we need more parents who want to be with their kids) - a lot never want anything to do with them - and only realise later in life how dumb they have been - speaking from experience - I am just back in touch with my old man after a decade.

One thing about systems folks, they are consistent.....THEY SUCK EVERYWHERE!!!!

DST

The Sun is Shining - The weather is Sweet (and it's winter - happy dayz - bring on global warming and I could soon be growing outdoor Sativas for Xmas as well:bigjoint:)
 
Tunda

Tunda

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The more people smoke herb the more babylon(the system) fall! I feel for you guys what a shitty government we have.
 
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