does it scare you sometimes ?

does it scare you that the only real thing you know about this existence, is that you were born and you are here ? , it sometimes teryfies me that i know nothing about where we are ,what we are doing here , are we the only life form in the vastness of space ? all i know is i was born , i cant remember being asked if i wanted to be born but here i am on a piece of rock spinning at an insane speed around a sun , i don't know anything , i could be a computer program , i could be a an expereiment . where the fuck am i ? what is the purpose of my existance ? why does existance even have to happen why cant there just be nothing ? sometimes its all to much for my brain there are so many questions but very little answers

Well, I wasn't scared before reading your post, but frankly, now I'm terrified. Thanks a lot, dude

Did you get the results back from the test yet?

I try and not go there, or I end up walking around in a daze for a few days.

You will make yourself crazy trying to figure that out. Just make the most of the short time you are alive, be positive and enjoy life. It could all be over tomorrow.

Nope doesn't scare me at all.....perhaps you should take up a religion

i dont know about you. i have seen a little too much in my time. i look back at my life and realize not only was my entire existence a simple mirrored/skewed image of the situations before, but i have the power and ability to change it. just like you can change yours.

both sides of my family are exact opposites.

1 side are reptillian fucks that abused and abandoned me
the other are frost giant wanna be's that abandoned then abused me.

i am the only male from either side. i have 2 female cousins on both sides. 2 brothers 1 sister as aunts and uncles on both sides.

one side is scottish/english the other is austrian/ukranian

every event i have lived since a kid was a very bullshit swap/mirrored effect.

this i can prove. visual anchors aside of course.

this is what i realized when i stopped listening to others and what they believed, opened my mind, and simply observed what had happened in my past.

what do you know, and i mean know, for a fact. other then what you have lived in your life. not what they told you, not what you see on tv/video/magazines.

i mean what do you know from you genuine experiences. what have you lived?

All you can really do is admit that you don't know, and move on.

I know you are trying to have a serious conversation here.... But really? "SAY HONEST TO GAWD"

When I think about those questions,I usualy find that I am at peace with not knowing the answer to them these days.Its not so much of the ignorance is bliss state of mind,more so the understanding that there is no way to find out the answer to those existential questions,or at leaste theres no way that I can conceive of personally. I dont bother with them to the point it starts bothering me as they are beyond any control or influence Ill ever be able to possess.Ive seriously mulled this particular subject way to much in the past and it will literally drive you mad if you arent careful,,try to be at peace with it when and where you can Sativa.

tyler.durden said:

did you get the results back from the test yet?

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believe it or not i still havent been for the test , im waiting for my apointment .........6-8 weeks ...fuckin joke the nhs is .
Thanks for asking though .....a complete change in my lifestyle and diet has stopped all the symptons at the moment so im a lot more positive now

qwizoking said:

nope doesn't scare me at all.....perhaps you should take up a religion

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that would be the easy way out i guess , but for me religion doesnt answer any questions just creates a hell of alot more

Well, I used to be absolutely terrified of the concept of space... black holes, infinity and shit... I guess it's sort of similar. I'm sure I've asked myself those questions before lol. So, being the logical person that I am, I research as much as I can that's known about the universe to give me something to think about. Basically, I feel a lot better if I feel I know the origins of my existence with as much evidence as possible. Look up the M-theory - it's pretty crazy and suggests we have parallel universes, but is generally the most accepted theory as to how the big bang happened and all that. Did you know that we've found the edge of the universe? The Hubble Volume is another word for the universe as we know it... anything outside of it's boundaries are moving away at speeds faster than light and become undetectable. How crazy is that shit? Idk, I love learning about space because I think it's the single most important resource for knowing why we're here...

sativa high, sativa high, your name says it all. you obviously are smoking too much sativa if you are having these questions! switch to indica! hahaha I love sativas, the purer the better, and have no restraint when smoking so I do find myself going to the worst parts of my imagination occasionally - but only from sativas and sat doms. and only from smoking too much!

Nope, it never scares me. For whatever reason I am here, I have been doing well and good with all my human conscience and I trust myself on that one.

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does it scare you that the only real thing you know about this existence, is that you were born and you are here ? , it sometimes teryfies me that i know nothing about where we are ,what we are doing here , are we the only life form in the vastness of space ? all i know is i was born , i cant remember being asked if i wanted to be born but here i am on a piece of rock spinning at an insane speed around a sun , i don't know anything , i could be a computer program , i could be a an expereiment . where the fuck am i ? what is the purpose of my existance ? why does existance even have to happen why cant there just be nothing ? sometimes its all to much for my brain there are so many questions but very little answers

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Seek Virtue and Truth. I've always liked this qoute " Life is not a problem to solve, but a mystery to live" enjoy the ride. Reality is a matter of perspective.

I used to worry about this stuff, and its still fun to ask questions, but dont expect any answers. The way I look at is, is its like a 2 Dimensional object trying to describe the 3rd dimension. It can only use 2 dimensions to hypothesize about the 3rd dimension, but it will never truly know because it cant experience it. For humans, its a 3rd dimensional being trying to describe as many as 13 dimension! lol.


If you really want to trip out more, and might answer a few questions (or just make you ask more), watch "What the Bleep do we know" There is a 5 or 6 hour extended version and its all about quantum physics and what reality is made up of. Pretty interesting stuff.


If you can, dont get too caught up in it. Life is an experience, and if we knew why we were here, we wouldnt be here.

Cheers bro

The mortal mind was never constructed to hold on to the answers to any of those questions, but if you learn to trust yourself and those you love you will at least find peace.

If you want to put a smile on your face, ask a child