Damn Sir, well, the thing is, i need to have some kind of buzz going, i need something to look forward to, otherwise their ain't a point in being free.what you've been posting makes me think you wont be free for long. id re evaluate your priorities
Damn Sir, well, the thing is, i need to have some kind of buzz going, i need something to look forward to, otherwise their ain't a point in being free.
Damn Sir, well, the thing is, i need to have some kind of buzz going, i need something to look forward to, otherwise their ain't a point in being free.
Damn Sir, well, the thing is, i need to have some kind of buzz going, i need something to look forward to, otherwise their ain't a point in being free.
How about adrenaline junkie? That shit will give you a buzz. Excercise will give you a buzz. Running long distance will give you a buzz. Meditate, that will give you a very cool buzz when you 'shift' out of it. How about caffeine? I'm so fucking hopped up on espresso right now my teeth are vibrating. Confront what makes you want to get fucked up all the time. That should get you buzzed so much that you emotionally drain your self and you sleep like a baby.