budlover13
King Tut
VERY wise spiritual advice imo.im 50 days sober now, no cannabis, no alcohol, not even caffeine. i knew when i started my spiritual journey to find out who i am... cannabis was going to be the hardest thing i was going to have to give up to find the better parts of me ive been hiding from for so long. it's still hard, but it gets easier. with each passing day i gain more and more strength, more courage and more wisdom. i think in order to find out who we really are, to be conscious of ourselves... it is required of us to give up those things that temp us to be less conscious beings.
higher levels of consciousness, higher levels of awareness, of spirituality... how are we supposed to gain those things as individuals whilst still giving in to our temptations to sedate them? i think that also must be answered, and dealt with, by the individual. it is up to you, how you go about finding yourself... and figuring out what truth is... and if it is even attainable.
good luck my friend, it is hard to decide what to do... but even harder to decide what not to do. all the courage and strength and wisdom is already in you... you just have to find it, no one can help you but yourself. but encouragement makes it a whole lot easier
you've got it all in you, i trust you will make the right decision, when it is the right time
hope that helps bro
For me personally, it comes to the fact that physically, i can barely get out of bed without medication. i have run the gamut with pharmaceuticals and well, it's not been pretty. No time right now to detail it but i have before on this forum. So i choose cannabis in it's many medical forms. i guess i figure at least i'm able to work and help support my family. Makes it a whole lot easier to deal with the many other aspects of my life that need to be dealt with.
(sometimes that bear eats you and sometimes he´s depressed.)
) i don't believe it breaks any of the commandments. i believe we are to use what's given to us by our creator 
