Well after reading that, I think you are one of the biggest clowns in this site.. I didn't even know they tallied " likes"But it made me laugh.. there was always a green bar that potroast would diminish if he was mad at you.. I am embarrassed for you that you would even think about that..
Aya doesn't change your life, it helps you understand yourself and In turn YOU can make a change, or not, that should be obvious to anyone who has deeply experimented with psychs