I agree with everything, but the most annoying thing in the world is your friends fucking it up for you. Sometimes friends back out, sometimes they throw it up instantly and sometimes for whatever reason they may not even trip because they cant let go. But aya has made me a better person, the first time I brewed it, I had the ego death which I wasnt expecting. Changed me forever. But then several weeks later, I had taken 2 xanax bars one night and my job called me to tell me I was fired, I instantly started to freak out. I had some Aya in the freezer and I drank way to much. That night I had became suicidal, with the most insane clusterfucked hallucinations. I swear I was pulling clouds downs from the sky. You have to be in the right mind, you have to fast and dont have any medication in your system. I had even posted on this site that night that is going to kill myself and gave out my moms phone number. Which she had lived 4 hours away from me. I dont remember anything. I dont even know how I could even get on the computer and type to begin with? Im not saying you need to worry, you really dont. But im just saying how fast things can get out of controlI agree with ODanksta.
Having a personal relationship with aya is probably the best idea I have ever had. It has helped my sense of well being and has helped me feel whole. Depression is vanishing. I have a huge problem with spells of depression and constant anxiety. And I can say, without doubt, that ayahuasca is the onkly psychedelic that has had such an impact on me. Peyote too, but ayahuacsa.. It gets to the point.
Fuck going to the jungle. I'd way rather do it with my friends dancing around a fire. You can just make a ceremony yourself. Read about how.. I like doing it alone in my house though. Gets a lot more introspective while alone it seems.