1st from Seed Grow (Cowboy Style)

aw shit man that sucks, is it tits up fixable or toes up broon bread?

Hey Don, just catching ujp on your journal. Hope things are getting better on your front and of course to your man in hospital. Mucho good vibes from this cat. Peace, DST

cheers bro yeah i was out of circulation for a couple of weeks but things are slowly getting back on track and the bro law in the hospital is doing better speaking some of which is a bit fucked up but some is coming out fine, he's been cracking jokes n stuff its amazing.

long way to go yet but he's going to get there for sure hes determined. just gettin pissed off with being in the hosp. but then again i would the food is gash. he's not allowed telly n has to put up with our mugs in there talkin bollocks to him. he's a fighter he'll be reet.

anyhoo glad ya back mate. got to get me arse in gear n go get batttered.

ttfn

Don

hey don i managed to make a little space and popped some of them beans. starting off with 3 of the w/rhino x pp. they all look pretty much the same at 1 week. cant wait to see the varying phenos.
also got some bubblegum and black russian on the go.

kool man! my shits all fucked up. i was on a stag do this weekend and my cousin was there tellin me he was walking about near where he fishes n says to me you wouldnt believe what i found..... of all the fucking people in the world he found MY outdoors plants. no shit, he had pics n everything. said they were about waist high but just about to kick into flower. so much for another 6 weeks

had a wicked weekend comedy clubs go karting casino 10 Oz rib eye dinner strip club.... fucked me knee up pretty good in a smash in the go karting am black n blue. went to the strip club first and last time. the lads had a group dance with the stag n i was left out with another bloke on the do. so had a dance, was pretty crap 3-4 mins. and fuck am i paying for it now the mrs went berserk. like ape shit packed her bags and told me it was over. i managed to talk her out of leaving me but this mornin she woke me up with a kick in the bad knee and left an a4 sheet of paper telling me what a dick i am etc how its as if id cheated on her etc.

i tried to explain theres zero emotional involvement and its hardly like i went out n pulled some bird but alas im still in the dog house. =( shits all fucked up.

fucking ell man. Shit. Ive never been to a stip club but have sen strippers in action at events, even the pretty ones are ropey as hell. Seems like ur lass is over reacting just a tad makes me wonder wot shes hiding lol. Hope stuff settels down soon mate.

i know mate ive tried to explain but im just gonna bite the bullet and take whatever. i love her to bits n dont want to split up over something this daft. but its up to her she holds the cards ive apologised and will be again for several hours this evening & for a long time forwards no doubt.

wish id never bothered. i mean ffs i could have just said no n lied to her but no cos stupid fuck that i am thinking that it was nothing to worry about told her in the first place. my heads battered

well hopefully shed of had some time to think bout it and wot it really means (fuck all) and perhaps shell be a bit mellower laters.

one can only hope man. that or ill get in and me clothes will be in a bag or cut in half or somethin...

thats a bit harsh tho mate shes not a redhead is she?

hahah no, brunette im hoping she'll have spoken to a few peeps and theyll have said its what goes on on stag do's but we'll see.

Crickey Don, not very fun. Seems totally daft, essentially just rather expensive pornography at the end of the day

yup one disaster to the next, story of my life man

some women need to have drama in their life and if they not getting wot they neeed they blow up the nearest thing to extream proportions to fill the gap. Bet u can guess im pretty baked this morning. Did u see that sherlock on sunday by any chance? It was pretty good, I really liked it and I didnt think I would after seeing the ads for it lol.

yeah i watched ity on the iplayer last night was impressed it works really quite well in the modern time.

drama still ongoing...

Don Gin and Ton said:

yeah i watched ity on the iplayer last night was impressed it works really quite well in the modern time.

drama still ongoing...

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FFS Don, drama on the homestead.....shit is nothing though and if your girl don't realise then it's her loss. I mean why the fek would you tell her if you thought it was the same level as cheeting. Look at it this way, you trying to tell me she doesn't look at other blokes or occassionally thinks, hmmn, wouldn't mind a bit of that, or ooh, isn't that hunk on TV hunky....same fukking thing really.....it's not like you stuck her one.....sheeesh, I phoned my misses from a Brass House in the Dam at 3 in the morning once....naturally being in a brothel is slightly worse than a lap dance place (my old boss was obsessed with Brassers!) and she came round on that one....it'll just be a week or so of pain but if yer lass feels the same way you do she'll come round....good luck with it.

DST

like lgp says its fine looking as long as its my bed u get into at the end of the day lol

A truce was called last night world war III is on hold... things need to change, its highly possible i might be depressed apparently but i reckon its just i need to make some changes in my life to up the happy. things have been hard lately with her fam n bro etc but it just reached a boiling point. she's let the strip club thing go. i wasnt gonna let us break up over it.

ive come over all soppy hahah

aww bless ya mate, glad things are somewhat better. I think once your body has got used to its new ragime your seratonin will level out.>>>>>>>>>>>> this buds for you.

Don Gin and Ton said:

ive come over all soppy hahah

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At first I was like,,,,why's he smoking Soap bar??? then my anti-dyslexia software kicked in.