I know all too well playing the memories out and just shaking my head in disgust lol.
As far as excess goes everyone's different from what I've witnessed. Some can just handle more than others I guess. I've od a few times but all the signs were there I was going to just couldn't stop putting the crap in my arm. I watched people drop like flies in Detroit when all the fentenayl cut dope was around. It was scary times to say the least.
now though, I can look back and say thanks to life for showing me that avenue, as it taught many things I consider priceless. I just stick to cannabis now, got off methadone a few years back not sure how long exactly don't really keep track. My life is now simple, what seemed so complicated at one time now makes sense, and it just took me not doing drugs to achieve what I wanted. TO FEEL "NORMAL"
