1..MORE..TIME

I've had it...Obviously I'm not suppose to grow God's flower. Because I REALLY fuk it up. I mean, I don't want to, but, I do. I think it's because I'm self destructive. just ask the wife. I was loosing weight and 20 lbs from my goal and the Dr. was telling me how great I was doing. I don't know what that triggers in me, but I told her I didn't want to get weighed. I knew what was going to happen. Every lbs, and then some. It's the same with growing weed, I am in my own head. I'm a little autistic. I will just sit there and stare off to space, but to me, it makes sence...not to any one else. So, as for me clones, I would takes pictures...but I got's meself a new computating device. And it's just a box. Hmmm. Well,,something else to FIGURE OUT!!! I have a headache..if you don't hear from me again, It's cause I couldn't take it anymore and took up knitting.

Don't worry. Every single one of us is a little on the spectrum. That's why they started using "spectrum" instead of a straight diagnosis. It's what makes us all unique.

The trials and tribulations are part of game. It makes the success much sweeter when it lands. Don't give up just yet. I came from a nursery background so the transition was a bit easier for me, but I still had my fair share of setbacks a few years ago. I feel you on the weight too. I go from 105kg-98kg and back every few weeks, but at 6 foot 3 that's a non issue, mainly the joints getting old and feeling the weight. I have to pull my finger out and stop looking for short term gratification and implement an actual lifestyle change.

Haven't really tried my hand at clones yet as I have thousands of my own half hearted crosses (Laos highland/BCN critical, BCN/super lemon, those Laos/BCN cross bred with Kazak ruderalis) but I'm super keen to give it a try one-day. Shouldn't be any different from the cuttings I used to tend to at a nursery.

Best of luck and hope you see a better tomorrow and continue on tending to this lovely plant.

What’s up my knitter!

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