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  1. JamesWolverine

    What are the chances of this surviving?

    Well I've previously posted a thread about 7 seeds that went garbage, 1 survived, 1 didnt hatch at all in like 5-6 days and even did 2 days of water, still nothing and 2 just died, 1 replanted, (not sure if it will pop up the soil) and 1 is in intensive care, the root snapped and it was...
  2. JamesWolverine

    Why don't I enjoy being sober anymore?

    Don't worry bud it was just banter.
  3. JamesWolverine

    Why don't I enjoy being sober anymore?

    I have my mum but everytime I call her she has her own problems too like me she suffers the same thing so all I hear is her upset about things shes suffering from which it doesn't help, and I have 1 friend and he's just the type of person to only want to hang out when he's bored or something or...
  4. JamesWolverine

    Why don't I enjoy being sober anymore?

    Yeah like I proper crave, not sure whether it's because I'm hooked or whether it's just easier way of getting away from things. I feel sad without weed.
  5. JamesWolverine

    Why don't I enjoy being sober anymore?

    I have my cycles, it's just pressure that messes with me mentality and also I just have random episodes where all the bad stuff that happened in the past I remember them and messes with my mind, I have lack of trust in everyone. Sometimes I don't feel safe going outside not because of physical...
  6. JamesWolverine

    Why don't I enjoy being sober anymore?

    Yes, combination of all the stuff you described including breakup.
  7. JamesWolverine

    Why don't I enjoy being sober anymore?

    Yeah I'm already seeing them, there's an 18 weeks wait for the therapy lol
  8. JamesWolverine

    Why don't I enjoy being sober anymore?

    Just sometimes I don't want to live anymore, lifes can suck too many fake people, people that are out for themselves, people that will be like a snake behind your back, people that so called said loved you and would be there for you are no longer there I feel like I'm going to fail in life I...
  9. JamesWolverine

    Why don't I enjoy being sober anymore?

    Before I used to get high and then I used to look forward to sobering up next day and waking up fresh and going out on sunny day, was epic, is it because my life sucks?
  10. JamesWolverine

    What does inside of a dud seed look like?

    Are MJ seeds naturally soft inside or like beans and etc.. when raw/dry they are hard? because I was fed up of a seed not germinating I opened it up it was soft inside but the inside looked more like glassy/white texture not sure if it was alive or dead but w.e. It's been about close to 7 days.
  11. JamesWolverine

    I just made the biggest amateur mistake, I'm so pissed off.

    If the seed eymbro is still inside the seed and I peeled 1 side of the seed shell off put it in water hope it comes back, the embryo looks fresh the root only died. 1 is fine, the other one also ok I think, I'm so pissed I've put like 8 more seeds to go.
  12. JamesWolverine

    I just made the biggest amateur mistake, I'm so pissed off.

    Nope I've started again im using cfls now.
  13. JamesWolverine

    I just made the biggest amateur mistake, I'm so pissed off.

    I did the paper towel it worked but i dried the sprouts, and yeah just used 2, i had a free auto i was trying it for first time but ive killed it now...
  14. JamesWolverine

    I just made the biggest amateur mistake, I'm so pissed off.

    Yeah I put it directly under 400w hps which was stupid af I was trying to cut corners so I get faster grow.
  15. JamesWolverine

    I just made the biggest amateur mistake, I'm so pissed off.

    Update I started off 7 seeds, one completely didn't hatch and I just did CPR on 2 and managed to revive them I'm confident 1 will survive but the other one is currently connected to machines and stuff barely able to breathe.
  16. JamesWolverine

    I just made the biggest amateur mistake, I'm so pissed off.

    Last season I had some beautiful harvest, as if someone as experienced as me who has done it before fucked up basics, I'm not a pro grower but I have general knowledge and how to fix and avoid problems but this makes me feel like a retard.
  17. JamesWolverine

    I just made the biggest amateur mistake, I'm so pissed off.

    I'm considering whether I should even grow or not anymore I wasted 5 fucking seeds, I watered them but must of not planted them deep enough but I tried this method where you slightly cover the top but the temperatures are much hotter compared to last time i grew and they dried over night I'm...
  18. JamesWolverine

    All seeds popped except 1 strain? what to do?

    Used the paper towel method it hasn't even hatched still a solid seed, should I continue with the paper towel method or just plant it? It's been 4-5 days and I've planted 6 strains and the 1 last seed (white widow) still nothing.
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